Woe Unto the Self Righteous!

I don't think I really fully understood that term "Self Righteous" until now. You are a self righteous hypocrite. You are the one whose mouth runs "like goose shit by the moon light". You can not go five minutes without running down some one's reputation or physical features. Your preoccupation with color is bizarre. Manufacturing lies by the minute you can not come up with a lie or story good enough to protect you from exposure and your ultimate demise. You never could. Being a disciple of the devil you rely on the occult and vicious verbal and physical assaults. I know you woman. I know you well. I probably know you better than you know yourself. You know me, you delivered me, but I am not yours. I belong to the Lord Jesus Christ and he warned you not to touch me. But, you did it any way, then you plotted my destruction to ease your conscience. I take that back, you did not plot my destruction to ease your conscience because you have no conscience. You are totally void of natural affection because the Lord released you over to a reprobate mind over seventy years ago. You are a black hearted demon. You plotted my destruction and the annihilation of all my siblings for only one reason, the pleasure of it. There is no good in you. It will not end well for you. You already know that. It is simply a matter of time. Is it possible? Can you live long enough to reap what you sowed? If you raped and brutalized your own children what did you do to the children in the community? What did you do to that white boy on Smoke Bomb Hill? What were you and Doster doing to those teenage children? Why did you get him a lawyer and help him when he was being investigated for writing vulgar letters to the beautiful blonde lady that lived across the way? Why did you defend him when our teenage baby sitter accused him of molesting her? What kind of horrible lust were you two involved in? Why did you take on so many lovers? Why do I remember that term Spanish Fly being bantered about so often? Was that it? You craved that ultimate sexual orgasm that only Spanish Fly produced for you. Shame on you Mathy Jane. He (granddaddy) was in the way. He was a hindrance to you. Always admonishing you, always reminding you that "apart from Christ you are nothing". You didn't want to hear that. You never wanted to hear what you considered rot. Lame Christians trying to deprive you of you delicious pleasure. Why should you change? A person as beautiful and brilliant as you could conceal their true nature easily. After all you never heard of anyone as smart as you. Proof positive you were manufacturing and selling your own concoction of "Lip Reducing Cream" at sixteen years old. What a gift you had. Very few people know the real Mathy Jane and the few that do are scared shit less. He is "slow walking you down" Mathy Jane. There is no denying. You left a trail of broken and bludgeoned bodies. Where do you go from here? Run to the rocks, but the rocks will not hide you. Call on your god, where is he? Go look in the mirror, what do you see? Can you look? Can you bear it? I can not bear it. I am your "daughter" and I can not bear it. I am ashamed to know you. I am ashamed of these revelations. Every day I thank God for your cruelty. What if you had loved me? What if you taught me your black arts? Yes you did mess my head up. I could not figure you out. I could not get a grip. You always left us scratching our heads. What kind of mother encourages her children to hate each other? My brothers may never have the strength and courage to confront you. Convinced that you have left them some money perhaps they can be enticed to remain silent. Well I know that you are a liar and there is no truth in you. I don't want your money. You invited me to "not piss on your grave" when you are dead. You do not have to worry about me going in that direction. I know that I'm standing flat footed on his WORD. I am begging God for his forgiveness. I stood there and said nothing as I witnessed your horrible mistreatment of my poor grandfather when I came to visit the Thanksgiving of 1978. Terrified and gutless I cowered in your presence. Did you enjoy that? You still get off on terrorizing people don't you? Brutalize them, beat them down to your level, then turn around and lavish them with token "gifts". You are such a selfish hoarder you can't give away anything of real value. Always dumping your funky stained crap on your blind sheeplets. Unfortunately for you Hatred is the only emotion you are capable of feeling. Thank you Lord for putting me to sleep. Thank you for sparing me of this awful Truth until I was spiritually strong enough to grasp and understand it. Yes mam, "It is All in Divine Order." I know that you are one of the world's greatest narcissists but it has nothing to do with you. Every WORD of His prophesy must be fulfilled. Thank you for your crucifixion! Ah! but I am not totally annihilated, I am not near as finished as you think. God Is just beginning His good work in me. I thank Him for His Gospel. I thank Him for my cross. I am exposing you to save others. He told you; "touch not my anointed and do my prophets no harm". THINK! What is it worth to you? Are you still stiff necked? Can you pray? Do you have the courage to ask The Lord Jesus Christ to come into your heart and dwell there? You better THINK, then THINK again. It is latter than you think. We all better get our house in order. Pick up your Cross children!
Be Blessed.
Much Love, Peace and Happiness
Rachel
P.S.
We are all one heart beat from heart ache. If you don't believe me just ask Fast Eddie.