"You may be my color ...

but you are not my kind."  I read that thought many years ago as a child.  One of the first black generals responded to a group of black soldiers with that comment.  (General Chappie James or his father, I can't remember right now.  I'll research it later)  I totally agreed with him then and now.

No one has the right to hold any one hostage to race or ethnicity.  I will not defend, cloak or think I have to befriend or associate with you because we share a cultural heritage.

GOD clearly identifies His "chosen people", His elect, a chosen generation. YOU HAVE TO LIVE RIGHT! If you are not truly sold out for Christ, if you are a phony double minded back slider, I will not abide you.  I will not pretend for you, keep silent for you.  You will not gag me with your shame.  I am no longer ashamed.   YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED! I am no longer ashamed that you don't have sense enough to be ashamed.

The color of your skin is as insignificant as your shoe size.  The fact that you carry the scars of "slavery" is no excuse for lying, stealing and living the life of a complete reprobate.  You should know that it is your character, not your color.

Do not judge me or anyone by the color of their skin.  Have a true and genuine Christ like spirit.  It is not "us" against "them".  I abhor racism.  I bristle when people say "You know how they are."

I know people and I know human nature.  All people are subject to human frailties.  Lying, stealing, scheming and scamming, living predatory lives, justified by hollering victim.  If you want something, earn it.

I have a beautiful testimony.  I am a wonderful person.  No brag, just fact.  GOD saved me.  For my entire life I have been blessed, led by the Holy Spirit.  It gives me great joy to have the opportunity to share my life story with any one willing to read it or listen to it.

A very evil woman gave birth to me June 4, 1951.  She didn't want me.  Abandoning me to a madame in a whore house didn't work out the way she planned.  She told me that her mother made her retrieve me. From that day on she set out to make my life a living hell.  Not just me, all my siblings and my entire family. Too cowardly to live the carnal life she really wanted she designed the sickest scheme.  She decided to play a role, pretend to be a Christian, pretend to love while writhing with sick hatred.

The Bible says that "envy is rottenness to the bone."  It is.  Martha thinks she has "lived" the life she wanted and always dreamed of for eighty-seven years.  She hasn't, she has just been slowly decaying, rotting.  She is now putrid.  Every morning when she graces her mirror she is forced to stare at the reflection of a MURDERER, a child rapist (a sick pedophile), a carnal nymphomaniac, a root working witch, a liar, a DEMON.  Her AME Zion robe can't begin to cloak her.

GOD promised to deliver me from evil, and He did. PTL!

Stay in His WORD children.  Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)