but I have no tears. I have grieved the lost of my mother for 62 years. I am tired and weary, I am a Motherless Child. No greater pain can you ever know. Worse than abusing and ruining me she rebuked me for knowing the truth. Cursed my name, cast me out of the family while she lived in a fantasy land built on lies.
She was no more a preacher than my dog Cleo. Ministering was just one of the many roles she played. Of all her many roles and distinctly different personalities she played, I think Madame Watson was her favorite. Madame Watson had power, could get your husband back. She would give you some "goofer dust" to win your court case. She could read the tarot cards perfectly.
My mother was a beautiful woman that is no lie. She was still beautiful in her advanced old age. Unfortunately her heart wasn't right. She could not stop hating of being jealous. She could not stop lying and backbiting. She could not stop ruining lives.
Yes, she was a pathological liar but she finally told the truth about something. She declared that she was never repenting for s*** and she didn't. Don't live a life like Martha children. Don't harden your heart. Don't hide behind a "cross" and frightened lying easily duped people.
I do thank her for her life, for lessons learned. I thank her for her wonderful wise father, Jerome Walters. The man that saved my life. ( I guess you really can get away with murder.) Man is foolish, easily duped and led astray. No man or woman can fool GOD. You can build your life on lies like a house of cards if you want to. One day they are going to come tumbling down.
No family I will not lie and pretend for anyone. The LORD Jesus Christ has appointed and anointed me to preach and teach the Truth! And I will! You don't have to like me. You can continue to scorn me but I will Preach! I will Teach!
Rest in peace Martha Jane Walters Hodges Doster Watson Lamoureaux. Go on and take your rest. Only GOD knows why you could not love, why you felt so insecure. GOD knows why you lied and pretended, hated and ruined. I know that I will never see a mistreated child and not mourn for them. I will bristle every time someone criticizes me for being black. I will never be afraid of any one's hokus pokus black magic.
I will continue to pray for my five brothers. I pray for their courage. I pray that one day they will finally see GOD's marvelous light.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you and cloak you, keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
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Touching commentary and again I offer my condolences for the loss of your mother. Only God know the heart and is the discerner of our intentions. So I still hold out hope that just before her last breath she called on the Lord and repented. Peace Be Unto You and Yours and may the light shine in dark places, may her death not be in vain and many come to salvation as a result of your testimony.
ReplyDeleteThx "Famous" I know her life saved me PTL! I know many can be saved if they will just Trust
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