[HE] told me again.

"I will never leave you or forsake you!" ; Were the exact words My LORD Jesus Christ spoke in my ear when I was four years old. I can still hear [HIS] voice. I can still see my grandfather's farm, the powder blue Fairlane Ford those two buzzards kidnapped us in.

GOD did not lie, has never lied to me.  That whore did keep [HIM] busy. Martha was one messed up woman, an ignorant brute, seriously.

Beware of people that defecate with the door open, particularly women. How is that shit ladylike?

Was I appalled?  Or did I just  grow accustomed to filth ?   Martha loved to shock.  Most of the ignorant stunts she pulled were for the shock value, the terror in your eyes.    Martha's secret, her Achilles' heel , she  could not tolerate the look of disappointment or disgust in any one's eyes.

As much as Martha loved to menace , then brag about her sabotage , she could not tolerate being found out by her victims.

Was it guilt? Shame? Common sense?  INCEST BITCH! PEDOPHILIA! WITCHCRAFT! "Get the fuck outta' here!"

That stanking whore always demanded we overlook her never ending shit, her pure filth because she was an Ordained Minister! Because she LOVED  us so fucking much! The bitch loved us so much she starved the shit out of us! Grits and grease for months!

Explain that shit bitch! Pinto beans! Pinto beans! Pinto beans! No cornbread, no Cool-Aid! Nothing! Not jack shit! Rot you stanking whore!

Please know this confused woman hated the very people she preached over.  Every one was too black! And too fucking dumb!

Was she ever too whorish? Too lying? Too greedy? Too lazy? Too jealous? Too ridiculously stupid?

So? Why preach? You certainly never preached  because you ever wanted to genuinely help any one, to love anyone. I never noticed any evidence of you  loving Christ.  Did you do it for the money? (No Church could ever pay you enough)  The fame? The spot light? The chief seats?

You did it for your wardrobe! Where did you intend to wear all of those fine clothes? No social club would have you.  You had to preach!

You had to be you too.  You had to be a low,  ignorant, highly uneducated, pathological lying, superstitious, immoral , savage brute.  Without wo/men like you , just who would search for the precious life?

Martha, without you, I could have never been me.

BEAMING!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"