Yes, it's a struggle. It is hard, the absolute hardest thing I've ever had to do. Why? Evil doers! No, not just evil doers, far too many evil doers in our own families.
Yes I rage! These so called Evangelicals pretending to hate abortion. Yes, pretending, lying, telling people not to do what they do.
LORD please! No lower, no commoner, hue-man could have existed on this earth and plagued so long with out the "Church". The MUTHAFUCKING "CHURCH"!
Don't worry, I did not blaspheme. The "Church" I'm speaking of has never seen GOD/The Holy Ghost. I do have to laugh. My "mother", Martha Jane Walters, an ordained minister.
"My LORD from Zion"! What happened? Revelation happened , that's what happened!
Dear LORD thank you for rescuing me! Thank you for turning that cunt's blessing blocking into so many blessings!
Thank you for the Internet. I did find some characteristics of women like my "mother"that I must share.
- Controlling
- Hostile
- Sadistic
- Multiple personalities
"Theses "mothers" abuse their daughters as a reenactment of their own abuse or as an expression of hostility or projected self-hatred."
What do you know? My "mother" was raped as a small child. This family secret was kept from us. My mother revealed this when she was in her eighties. She was still ashamed and she was the victim.
She described how she was viciously raped by a family friend three times when she was eight years old. In her eighties, she still carried resentment in her heart for her father's failure to kill the nigger.
I do get my "mother's" anger and confusion. I do understand why she opted to beat men rather than taking the chance of being beaten.
That's still me. I love the LORD but, you better not put your hands on me! Do NOT talk to me loud or in a disrespectful condescending manner, ever!
It is only by the Grace of Almighty GOD that I did not commit any of the many murders I plotted. Yes, I have a very long list of people that should be glad "time and space" never let us meet on the field of battle.
One thing I know, my "mother" and Donald J. Trump are twin demons.
BEAMING!
REVERSE THE CURSE!
"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"
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