May I cry?

May I mourn the death of an allusion, an artificial "mother" that I never had? May I admit to you I have suffered miserably for sixty-six, point nine, nine years?

Would you believe me if I told you most of the people I have encountered in my long life have been "tRump-ish", ignorant,  immoral liars, whore mongers , carnal deviants and perverts ,  all claiming to be "Christian"?

What if I told you that no greater, sicker, perverted demon has ever slithered this earth longer than that  succubus I had to call "mother"?  EIGHY-SEVEN LONG MISERABLE, GUT WRENCHING, TORMENTED YEARS!

If the slut wasn't out fornicating, prostituting, stealing, stabbing, assaulting, raping,  robbing,  she was home gutting us like fish!  Reading and quoting the Bible the whole time!

Worse, what if I told you that due to her severe neglect, deep treachery, voodoo and conjure,  I was deliberately rendered incapable of ever enjoying any form of intimacy or sexuality?

I was humiliated when I discovered I married a closet faggot. No, not a closet homosexual, a closet FAGGOT!

A faggot is the equivalent of a nigger.  All blacks are not immoral nigger imps, all homosexuals are not low immoral , jealous, cowardly, vacuous FAGGOTS.

What if I told you I was led astray, tricked into marrying this abomination to the Holy Ghost , taking the advice of "Christians"?

"If you want to find a good man, find one in the Church." The biggest lie, the greatest myth , ever spread.  It is a fact, the modern day "Church" is overrun with evil wo/men. Straight LIARS, haters of GOD and every thing right and decent.

If I am lying, if I'm wrong , why is that nitwit, Donald J.Trump the President of the United States of America?

If you can answer that, you can tell me why my own mother lived eighty-seven years as the sickest, most deplorable , demon possessed creature that ever preached.

She was indeed a horror. So!? GOD delivered me. GOD delivered me from that jealous, illiterate pathological liar that destroyed all of my manuscripts, Masters Thesis, art, collections, every thing I had  because he is a dull brute .

He is still a dull brute, still ignorant, still a hateful,  jealous liar.  Still an unsuccessful, lying, sneaky creep.  He still hates women. He is still a miserable wretch and I have to pray NOT to wish him harm.

While many shun me, claiming I need to hurry and get over my pain,  they have never suffered one day in their entire privileged lives.  I understand. Not only do I understand , I would not wish my enemies on my greatest enemy.

While I know "Jesus will fix it", is fixing it, I feel compelled to warn others.  If I can save one beautiful daughter, or brilliant son,  from the hands of a closet demon possessed mother/pastor, like mine, I will.

Please discern, please look their fruit.

If America lets tRump do to this country what my ancestors, my community,  allowed my mother, MARTHA JANE WALTERS , to do to my family, Democracy is dead,  it's over.  We shall ALL lose.  We shall ALL perish miserably.

"Trust and Obey!"

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"