Not the "Church" of my mother, not the "Church" of tRump-ers, not the "Church" of idiots that actually think there is a "god" somewhere keeping up with their tithes, counting their attendance and monitoring their language.
What absolute worthless idiots. Good enough. How dare you lockstep, attend "Church" for sixty, seventy, eighty years and never bother to read the "Book". How can you continue to be so stupid? Sitting there for hours and hours every Sunday , satisfied that you are "serving".
Just who do you think you are serving? Why do you think there is a GOD pleased to see you dress up in your finest, drives miles to "see and be seen", every Sunday? Are you serving GOD or are you serving man? If you are a Christ Lover, a good person, a just wo/man, GOD will know.
GOD knows, GOD sees, GOD moves. If you have to hang a cross around your neck for people to know you are a Christian, you are a sorry Christian. If you ever read and understood the Ten Commandments, you would know better. You certainly would not consent to ever worship a flag, or any graven image.
All I know is, the absolute worse hue-man beings I've ever encountered on this earth , have all been "Christians". "Christians" that never missed one Sunday of worship. Christians proud to judge and rank by skin color, gender and "wealth".
Yes, I am reviled, disturbed, knowing, finally accepting the fact, my own mother was a sick pervert, truly an incestuous pedophile. [LORD HAVE MERCY!] . While many are shocked by my revelations , they have no idea of the horrid facts I've spared them. Just know my mother was a low fallen wo/man that refused to get up.
Not only did Martha refuse to take any responsibility for her own actions , she was determined to punish, exact revenge, on all that she blamed for her miserable life. The six miserable bastards she carried to full term. The children Martha was compassionate enough to not flush.
Martha was a sadistic imp. She lived to stab, scald, burn, bruise, humiliate, torture, vex, rape, ruin, taunt, force into captivity, not without notice. Martha wanted you to know. Mother was such a depraved monster, she wanted us to know that she was the one behind our excruciating pain all the time. She wanted us to suffer for being too weak and helpless to resist her.
Martha loved casting us down, for daring to ever have the nerve to out do her, to escape her web of lies and sheer madness. Of all the things Martha wanted, demanded, seeing the terror in our eyes, the horrifying fear, while she listened to our "beautiful silence", made Martha BEAM!
"Don't none of you black ass niggers nevah tell a muthafucking thang that go on in dis house!" No, we didn't tell shit! Why!? Because we wanted to LIVE, to get full-grown, to escape, to get out of conjuring range.
Martha was always "Johnny-on-the-spot" when we found ourselves in "trouble" and Martha's interference was always somewhere nearby. No, she was never wrong, and you better never be foolish enough to accuse her or admonish her of ANYTHING! EVER!
After all, Martha preached, took the time to legitimize her treacherous scheme with a license to preach from a legitimate Church. She claimed to be ordained. She was. The African Methodist Episcopal Zion Church "ordained"her in 1979.
Why? Was it "voodoo", conjure? Was Martha let in because of her color? Martha claimed it was a pimp game and all preachers were like her. Except, she didn't claim to be like "her". She claimed she changed. That she threw all of her demonic sin into the "Sea of Forgetfulness". That she "lived right", she truly loved the LORD and was really trying to help people.
No, Martha did not tithe, did not teach tithing at home, not with us. She told us all preachers were pimps, greedy lying dogs and you had to exercise common sense.
No one can save us from ourselves and I do believe some things are meant to be. I married a "Christian". Tired of being ripped off and disappointed by worldly men, I turned to the "Church".
What did I find? A lying, miserable, poorly educated , semi-illiterate , jealous faggot. A closet homosexual that lived to get dressed to the nines every Sunday. To sashay into a huge "Church" dressed in his finest, soaked in expensive perfume, beautifully coiffed, shaved and shorn, just to be admired by men.
What was I supposed to be? Some "Christian wife"? Some very unfulfilled Christian trophy that "taught school" for a living and gladly relinquished my check to a fool because the Church said I was to submit to a complete idiot because he was born with a set of nuts?
Hell NO!
No problem. Keep reading the Book. Keep knowing no weapon formed against the righteous shall ever prosper.
REVERSE THE CURSE!
'COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"
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