What am I living for?

What a good question! What am I living for? Why has The Holy Spirit permitted me  to live so long? To see so much? One thing I know for sure, we are are locked into our generation. No matter the time period you are born into, you are forever stuck there.  I was born in 1951 and that time stamp  is permanently branded in my brain.

While I am humbled, prostrate with Thanksgiving for  the five years I have "lived" sans Mathy Jane. I am deeply scarred. Yes, I am "messed up". That whore was a whore's whore!

LORD have mercy! My ignorant "birther" was a full fledged VOODOO PRIESTESS!  Let that sink in! No matter, I am BEAMING  because The Holy Ghost has always been on my side!

"No weapon formed against me shall ever prosper."

LORD, it wasn't just Martha, it was us.  We took her shit. We remained silent, always. She was a sick,  demented , sadistic SLUT!  CARNAL!  Hiding Martha's proclivities was always her idea. Which only proves she knew better.

How could my family be so blind, so feeble, so long suffering , so long? DIVINE ORDER is the only explanation for Martha.  That and fear.  What could we say? How do you address a mother that commits INCEST? PEDOPHILIA? PRACTICES WITCHCRAFT? 

WHY  did we ignore Mathy's crazy? FEAR!  The low slut for satan would strip you naked, hog tie you, gag you, then beat you senseless.  Fuck that bitch! Any of my fellow victims still lying and cloaking for that DIABOLICAL , DEMON POSSESSED WHORE,  can stir clear of me!

A pure DEMON  loved and lauded by the "Church"! No way!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"REVERSE THE CURSE!"