"The Glory of Love"

Praise the LORD ! I've known love.  Love is wonderful but,  love hurts. I just lost a little piece of my heart just moments ago. The man that is :  "allegjilely yo'daddy, ain't nun of yo' daddy! ****** ***** yo'daddy!"

The LORD knows I crumbed, broke clean into. That wound was too deep. Horrified I screamed, I cried but,  I was met with ; "Just shut the fuck up! Grow a set of balls!"

But,  you all don't understand. This is the man s/he told me was my daddy for fifty years!

Suddenly he ain't my daddy! 

Bitch! Are really that cruel, that sadistic?  You try to ruin, salivate me for my entire life.  I catch you in your conjure, forgive you , seek an apology and you come unglued with your sick , sadistic, carnal ass!

This is what you say to me because I have the nerve to inquire about the rape you arranged? Is it that you can't face what you did or are you just that evil?

BOW DOWN  sATAN!  Sick,  stanking slut! You were never that dumb. We were that dumb, lost, forsaken, molested, ruined, raped, rendered useless flesh, by you, our mother.

But, you finally died, stanking hoe!

I want no part of any religion that demands I honor your stanking Donald tRump , repugnant, repulsive, GOD forsaken ass!

I read the Book! I studied it thoroughly! You are not only a PATHOLOGICAL, CONGENITAL LIAR ! YOU ARE A REPUGNANT SACK OF SHIT!

You have to excuse me today,  1/6/2019, Sunday, January 6, 2019. I got some news today. News I have been expecting. Dreading, none the less.

We all have to "pass". None of us came to stay always.  He went peacefully, in his sleep. What a blessing. I shall always cherish his memory, our good times. He certainly was a tall handsome man. Very kind. I loved him. Yes, I was always in limbo regarding our relationship.

Was I his? Was he my real daddy? I was always studying his appearance, physical features. No, we were never sure. 

"It was , what it was." 

My heart BEAMS as I reviewcherished memories in my mind's eye! We know! S/he did try to kill that, to destroy our bond. S/he can't. S/he didn't.

Sleep well, good and faithful servant.

Only love can heal hate. 

My love for you s/he did not, nor can s/he ever destroy.