Courage, what is it?

Is it a spirit of tenacity, the absolute refusal to give ever up?

Is it that "Cool Hand Luke"  PERSONA, you are going to have to kill me, attitude?

Or is it just "inner peace", GOD"s guidance.

Looking back over my long life, I re-live many instances of my extreme "courage". very proudly.

But, I also remember when I was a complete coward.

The terrorizing fear my "birther" instilled in me for sixty-two years , still causes me great "shame " , today.

A damn monster!

A fucking Freak!

A low life PERVERT!

FOR WHAT?

I have yet to discover the "sex" s/he craved, relished, refused to live without.

I still can not phantom the "feeling", the pleasure mjw enjoyed so much s/he became an insatiable,  unrelenting FREAK!

INCEST!

MUTHAFUCKER!!!

Of course I am not at all sure what kind of "sex" mjw truly craved, all I know is s/he was surely a NYMPHOMANIAC .

A fact that never bothered mjw in the least.

"Just don't tell!" was her COMMANDMENT!

IN mjw'S SICK, EVIL, SADISTIC, CONFUSED , LITTLE IGNORANT, primitive, superstitious,   racist mind, if people didn't know,  and you were "light skinned-ED",  (had pretend WEALTH and fake Power) you could do any damn thing you wanted to, to  anyone, FOREVER!

If you were willing to  roar, cuss, conjure, hex, if you did not mind  fighting viciously,  drawing  blood, and murdering for your sexual pleasure, AND no one was ever going to find the courage , or the words to ever  tell on you, just  DO IT!

Vex your loved ones FOREVER!

INSTILL SICK , DEBILITATING FEAR IN THEM FROM BIRTH!

RAPE AND ROB YOUR OWN CHILDREN!

(Fix GOD good for being dumb enough to trust you around innocent , helpless children , and, the elderly.)

PREACH!

Get there early,

sprinkle "dust" in every corner of the "Church"!

Be sure to get the Pulpit!

Fake Preach!

LIE, LIE, LIE!

DENY! DENY! DENY!

Now,  go home and laugh!

Be sure to slide your sick, evil, sadistic, perverted, pathological lying ass into some one's "Church" EVERY MUTHAFUCKING SUNDAY!

Be dressed to the nines!

Drive the longest, biggest car in the parking lot.

Carry a Bible for show!

Stick one in the back window of your car.

Drape your low life, carnal, incestuous, pedophile, demon possessed ass with twenty-four carat gold "crosses".

Punctuate every other sentence with some "Biblical shit". Just sound "holy".

Dumb ass niggers shall never know the difference.

Every body sitting up in there every Sunday is just as dirty, low life and lying.

So, you murdered your own father?

Flat refused to apologize, EVER!

Who really gives a shit?

People (niggers) do Not ever do what is right.

They do what is convenient.  

"white supremacy" is convenient.

It works for so many.

"Don't rock the boat."

"Go along to get along."

Yes, mjw I followed your advise to the letter until you MURDERED MY GRANDADDY!

You robbed him!

You Stanking whore!

No, it was not the first time you robbed him.

You robbed him and many others over and over.

But, thank GOD you had and expiration date.

WE all do!

x , up there cutting the pure demonic fool in the white house,

his days are numbered too.

BEAMING!!!