Learning my truth

I have thought about it, prayed about it, known about it for over sixty-eight years. My own "mother" was a Jezebel whore.  s/he was a "root worker", s/he was a sadistic pervert. s/he was stiff neck, full of pride and NEVER took any responsibility for one act of depravity in her entire life. Died mocking GOD.

(Back Story)

I am the product of a "race" snatched from Africa , enslaved, dehumanized much too long. I am the product of people taught to hate themselves and to worship their white oppressors. I am a product of people forbidden to read, to acquire minimum knowledge.  Millions of (Black) hue-man beings were forced and held in dark ignorance for far too long.

Worse, these diabolical predators forced their "religion" on the hapless , down trodden, "god" forsaken captives.  This is where my "tragic" story begins.  A family of "colored" people forced to struggle just to survive this hate filled World.  A World designed by Evangelical Christians , heaven on Earth for those that claim and maintain "pure whiteness", hell for those deliberately classified as "black savage heathens".

Artemus (R-Tee-MUS) Walters was tall, ruggedly handsome, looked white, but was confused. He could not do what other white men did. He could not live in their communities, attend their schools, intermarry or socialize with those considered legitimately "white". He had a black "stain". Someone in his family was African, therefore he was deemed useless.  Society could and would make his life miserable, a living hell.  Of course he became violent, cruel, sadistic, full of hate.  Unfortunately  he hated his "own kind", fellow yoke bearers.

"If you white you're right,

Yellow you're mellow.

Brown , stick around,

BLACK GET BACK!"

While Artemus bragged that he was never a "Sharecropper" like most newly freed salves, he was a Tenant farmer.  He did rent his land from a white man but,  his terms were much better. He was the overseer. He wore starched white shirts and dress pants.  Had a Surrey, six white horses. Yes, Artemus Walters lived above his means, lived big, died poor.

No, Artemus Walters did not like black people, none.  Not one! I understand.  In the year he was born , immediately after the Civil War , black men became the most hated, vilified group in the entire World.  Lynchings became RECREATION for the foolish Southern "gentlemen" that gave up everything to help the less than two percent of the population fight a war to insure that slavery would never end.

What was it? What is it? MAN'S INHUMANITY TO MAN! Extreme diabolical cruelty pawned off as courage.  The horrors done to people of color for the last five thousand years can not be ignored.  Hue-man beings have become too cruel.

I do not offer any excuses, just reality. I am labeled a "black woman".  I have been told to shut my mouth, keep the secrets of hue-man demons for my entire long life.  I SHALL NOT!

I FLAT REFUSE TO CLOAK FOR ANY DEAD DEMONS!  I will not lie for a lying reprobate that committed such so many atrocities , for so long, few people actually believe me.  Well, I know what I know and I SHALL NEVER SHUT UP!

I have thought about it,  and prayed about it for my entire long life. Just why was my own "mother" so sadistic? Who, what kind of mother derives sexual pleasure from sexually assaulting their own infants, toddlers, small children, pubescent males?   A fallen wo/man.  A whore so low s/he practices WITCHCRAFT  on her own family! Systematically murders babies, the elderly and anyone that would dare reveal the real mjw.

My first question was how did s/he get like that? Did mjw become demon possessed as a result of practicing witchcraft or did mjw practice witchcraft because s/he was demon possessed?  No matter, that was one sick ass, psychotic, malignant narcissist , that swore s/he was smarter than GOD.

I am BEAMING  because it BACKFIRED  and is still backfiring. Afraid to go home , terrified to ever find myself alone with that jet black carnal pervert my mother deliberately married,  I hid out in  libraries.   Immersed myself in every book I could find because I was MISERABLE! TERRIFIED!  Read them all dry! Educated myself.

My grandfather put me on the Bible. No, Rome Walters  was never one of these blind, lock stepping coons. He was a critical thinker, a true scholar and a good man.  Of course his wayward daughter hated him and did indeed murder him just as soon as s/he could.

Fortunately s/he could not murder his message or his truth.  If my grandfather could have prevented mjw, he would have. He did counter most of her cruelty , however.

BEAMING!