i stand accused
hated for standing my ground
hated for sixty-two years
by my own mother
yes, my mother
no, no daddy in evidence
so?
i had a GRANDDADDY!
PTL!
he was a praying man
yes, ROME WALTERS prayed fervently for me
by ten years old
i had read the entire liberal arts section of the library dry
the low whore forced me into isolation and slavery
when my GRANDDADDY
or preying eyes were not around
no, i am not pitiful,'
nor am i forsaken
i am not defeated
no, i am not lost
i am not confused or crazy
i am not arrogant
and i do know my place in this HUE MAN RACE
yes, i am very thirsty
yes, i am tired, 'woe' out
i am a brilliant black woman
caught in the hell of white supremacy
caught between ignorant racists
with cloven tongues
and poor defeated, jealous kneegrows
envious of the ways of the oppressor
imps glad to be servants
self loathing, crabs in a barrel
pretend christians that will not give JESUS CHRIST
an amen
so?
GOD KNOWS
GOD SEES
GOD MOVES
GOD knows me
LOVES me
LOVES mine
YES, IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER
(dear lord come into the hearts of every man, woman and child that desires to love you, that dares to love and care for every MAN/WO/MAN/CHILD THAT DWELLS UPON THIS EARTH!
IN THE MIGHTY NAME OF THE HOLY GHOST I SUBMET MY SINCERE FERVENT PRAYER REQUEST.)
BEAMING!
***THE GWEN DOSTER***
Saturday, August 22, 20/20
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