Today is the anniversary of my mother's birth, October 9, 1925. She would have been 88. What an honor. I am finding her death to be very mysterious. GOD revealed it to me. Told me August 21, 2013 that she was on the verge of death.
GOD prepared me for her death in so many ways. He exposed her impish nature. Introduced me to the condition of NPD (Narcissistic Personality Disorder). Made me understand her miss-steps. She was raped as a child. The man wasn't punished. "Daddy didn't do nutttin' but run da n**** off."
What did that comment really mean? What secrets did she reveal that she felt forced to hide? Did she feel betrayed or unloved? Of course they never talked about it. There was no such thing as psychological counseling. Was she blamed? Called hot and fast? She was extremely promiscuous. That is a fact. But, rather than trying to correct it, she simply denied it, scorned every one that tried to help her. Suffered with jealousy and perversion her entire life.
I laugh now. My mother's personality would make you want to commit suicide or murder or simply self medicate. Her personality was very much like Moms Mabley , Bloody Mary and Sweet Daddy Grace combined. Truth!? Don't bring her Truth! Prepare to do battle with the loudest most vulgar violent out of control idiot on this earth. It wasn't worth it. "Let the b**** have her way....Move! Get thee hence." I thought "long distance" was the answer, the cure. How could I know that she was dumb enough, ignorant enough to "work roots"? Who does that? According to the Bible a lot of people.
I really do appreciate her. I could have never known, had no idea how wonderful and magnificent our GOD is without her torment. Perhaps I would have taken joy for granted. GOD permitted me to forgive her. He took all the hate. What is the point? She hurt herself much more than she hurt me.
I learned every single prophetic WORD in that Book is true! I am going to live by it. I am going to love my neighbor, spread the Gospel of Jesus Christ. I am going to put on the whole armor of GOD. When they come to revile or rebuke me I will stand strong knowing that my Redeemer lives.
I will continue my fight to save innocent children. I will sound an alarm and warn the world against the greatest evil, Pedophilia. Our innocent children are thrown away, destroyed by the millions every day while the entire uncaring world watches. Jesus told you; "Suffer the little children to come unto me, forbid them not the kingdom of heaven." Dear LORD save our children.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
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