Hallelujah !

It is official. I am one of those old women that's sits up in a pew hollering Thank You Jesus!   not caring if you prefer quiet worship or not.  There are times I wail, mourn, prostrate myself on the steps of the alter.

Why? I am so grateful! GOD revealed the most horrifying truth to me. He set me free! I was NOT in her web, in her lair when she finally expired. Monster! MONSTROSITY! MURDERER ,RAPIST, PEDOPHILE , LIAR , ROOT WORKER!

Why should you care? She was not alone. Is she the new woman? Glamorous , well dressed, charming, manipulative, carnal, common, lying and scheming? Brutal, violent, an out of control imp void of a single dream.

All Martha ever wanted to do was torment us on the sly. Have sometime to offer as evidence that she was not the saddest most pathetic creature that ever lived.

Strangely, I was always good to my mother. I always forgave her. Finally she wanted too much. I could not go that last mile with her. She was too disgusting, too foul. She was extremely old at 87 but just as ignorant, evil and lying as she was when she was 13.

I am so glad I heard the LORD. "Know ye the truth, the truth will set you free!" If the Dear LORD reveals the greatest UNNECESSARY, uncalled for, foulest, lowest, commonest, pure putrid, selfish  woman in the world to be your MOTHER, thank Him!

Don't hide your truth. Don't hide your scars, pain and injury. Go to church and thank GOD profusely. Thank Him all day! Thank Him in your secret closet! In your car! On the phone! In your art! In your prose and poetry. Thank GOD that your wicked witch is dead! Thank GOD for putting that diseased corpse in the ground.

No woman, no man, has the right to live such a foul common life so long. DO NOT HONOR HER! If you must do anything, warn the world concerning these vipers that have crawled up in GOD's pulpit.

I finally jumped ship, finally saw the light, finally found Freedom! Thank You LORD!