LEAVE IT TO BEAVER THEME

"Leave it to Beaver" my ass! I really believed that bullshit. I really believed all white people treated each other decently , with love and compassion, kept their beautiful homes clean, set the table elaborately for each meal.

Yes, I thought white women vacuumed in heels and pearls, never raised their voices in fits of anger.  Told little "white lies" to prevent hurt feelings.

Believing this Hollywood lie did actually help my plight. "Leave it to Beaver" gave me hope.  If I could just hang on, turn eighteen, "get the fuck on.".   I would be safe! No, I never intended to return.

How could I know how trapped I was? How could I know my own mother stole my "free will" on purpose?

How could I know an actual hue-man being could become demon possessed? Well, it's true! Look at that mongrel muthafucker occupying the White House!

I swear to GAWD! Watch! I bet that nasty muthafucker does more than like to get pissed on. The bitch is a freak! Just like my "mother".

That is the price they have to pay for selling their souls to satan.

The world should have had a sitcom for me; "Leave it to Gwen"  I was one fire-y, fiesty,  "good little girl", prophetic visionary, shit talker.  I called out liars, evil doers and perverts all day long. You would NOT put your nasty ass , perverted hands on me!

  I was everything good, "sugar and spice and everything nice",  until you fucked with me.  I really did sincerely believe I had the right to take your life.  To this day I count all forms of child abuse unpardonable.

I was a loose canon if you mistreated me.  Yes, your ass was grass, forever hated! Yes, you were fucked up. You would have to wear a scar the balance of your life to remind you not to "eva'fuck wid me again!"

I recognize that rage now as pent up anger.  Shit I really wanted to do back to my demonic mother but,  I was always  too terrified.

World! The lunatics are loose! Beware! "They are running to and fro seeking whom they shall destroy."

My mother used to stand in the doorway of our beautiful apartment home (6C Honeycutt Road, Fort Bragg , North Carolina) screaming at the top; "You black ass niggers! COME GIT YO'BEATIN'!"

Why? She was an IMP! Truly a ravenous wolf!

What monster, what viper, is foolish enough to think, to believe , for one moment , skin color has anything to do with GOD's Love, [HIS] Holy Ghost Power?

Martha never thought that crap for one second! She was just a slick,  sadistic , whore monger , a jealous,  carnal perverted imp,  living her great life lying and persecuting others for her own pleasure , pretending to be doing GOD's will!

Because the only thing satan left Martha worthy of human praise was her white skin and straight hair because she was one mongrel dog,  otherwise.  "Nothing to see here." My fellow victims must be very desperate for a hero, a mother to honor that piss ant.

None of us are that stupid.  Any one honoring Martha is a "Martha". Anyone still honoring tRump is a "tRump".

No boundaries! No limitations! No truth! No honesty! No love!   Just eighty-seven years of "Fucked-up-ed-ness",  pretending to be a GOD fearing Christian preacher.  Dumb, blind, uncaring, selfish sheep pretending they have a good mother because every one else lies.

What "Church" , what family can honor such a slut?

Now here comes her twin!  People in my family still dumb enough to cloak for a dead demon deserve to suffer.

If America is finally blown off the map, if Democracy dies as a result of white supremacy, so be it!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"