"' Rainy Night in Georgia"

It is another "Rainy Night in Georgia" and I'm still alright. BEAMING!  

LORD thank You! "My LORD from Zion",  for over FIFTY-EIGHT YEARS  I had no idea.  

My mother was one brilliant demon! LORD, I humbly thank you from the bottom of my heart each and every day I breathe breath, thanking you that she did not have her way, totally  destroying me.  Deliberately making every one that ever tried to love her, her footstool.

Dear LORD I pray this day, You deliver all the lost, all the destroyed innocent children.   Children that did not ask to be here. Children that are clearly accidents,  children conceived on purpose to be some low slut's dirty dishrag.

Lift them up LORD! Touch all of their hearts with a finger of love. Open their blind eyes, remove their blinders., every stumbling block.   Please tell them they are forgiven, there is NOTHING too low, too foul to forgive.

Martha knew that, knew that well.  She was just that wayward, that wicked, that jealous, covetous, lying and sadistic.  Do not mourn for her, she knew full well what she was doing.

While I pray fervently for my five brothers, fellow victims, daily, I know they have "free will".  Their decision  to honor Martha, to cloak for her, to remain silent , is clearly their choice.

While it breaks my heart to know how they have suffered in silence, I also know ;"Many are called, few are chosen."

I can not drown in their boat.  I hate Martha! I am not dumb enough to believe there is a god anywhere demanding I love that slut!

I have to laugh, in my "sanctified imagination" I can picture my mother being "the woman at the well".  I wish Jesus would have asked my mother to "draw him some water". Jesus would have gotten straight cussed out, hands laid on [HIM] or propositioned.

The strangest thing about my mother and her "condition", she was actually proud.  She loved being a fierce combative pervert.  She loved terrorizing every one that knew into complete silence.

The good thing is; "Trouble don't last always".

 Any body, any of my relatives claiming; "Never speak ill of the dead", have never read the Bible , they have no faith and they are hiding their "sin". There is  "something" that Mathy Jane involved their abused asses in and they do not want it to be known.

Well it is going to be known, read your Bible.

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"