"Oh ye of little faith"

Dear LORD, I so get it. My mother watched me pray, witnessed GOD blessing me over and over.  Yet , over and over, she played "mother" like some character in some long nightmarish movie. Deliberately pushing me into captivity because she believed her own lie, that I destroyed her life.  There fore she was justified in seeking secret revenge against me primarily,  everyone else secondarily , righteous or unrighteous.

"I'll be damned if some luddle black nigga bastard is going to upstage me, out do me, Mathy Jane! I'll tear the shit up first! Because it is ME first and everyone else is cannon fodder, a stepping stone."

Martha was a viper! tRump is a viper! They use the same "playbook", have the same coach, satan!

I must give it to my mother, she was one brilliant actress. She could actually become, transform herself into anything, anyone,  she wanted to. She could do it magically, in a split second.  I witnessed it so many times.

We would be in the kitchen,  whispering about how she was fleecing whatever current "lover" ,  "husband" , she had on the premises.  She would share her disgust, how she pretended to be jealous, busting out all the  windows of his car.  We would laugh, holler; "Dummy!"

Less than two minutes later she could be found with her tongue  thrust down his throat, rubbing, caressing and wooing,  the same man,  she just declared disgusting.  It was part of the game she said.

Question, when and why,  did Martha find herself in such a low state in life, all her life? LYING!  Plain old PATHOLOGICAL LYING!  

Why do liars , lie? Lack of faith. Sure, they claim to have faith and pretend to demonstrate that faith by following "Christian Tradition".

"Christian Tradition" dictates weekly worship, blind faith in a fellow hue-man being that is all too often a pimp! A straight pimp!  Many former street pimps do in fact turn to the ministry,  If you can manipulate someone into selling their body for your profit , you can trick , lazy anti-intellectuals into "planting a seed", giving you their cold cash , to ensure a seat in "Heaven".

Well, my mother a "former" prostitute , turned minister, still "root working" , became enraged with me every time I "out did" her , prospered in any way.

Yes, Martha Jane Walters was a BLESSING BLOCKER! Self appointed!

So, one day I simply prayed, asked GOD for a house and WON A HOUSE! It was that easy. Were people happy for me? Hell no! Yes, my own mother raged the most. I understand why, she murdered her own father in order to buy her "Dream home". I just prayed. Of course demon possessed Martha thought that unfair of GOD. What kind of GOD would bless a little black bastard like me? Something she didn't want.

Of course the old lying, lecherous, carnal, lascivious snake played "loving mother" jam up attempting to destroy me. She did a good job but, GOD!

I do thank my evil demonic mother for one thing, preparing me for tRump! Every lie that mongrel ANTI-CHRIST  tells, I already heard. 

Both buzzards exposed their "Church" and their "Christian" friends. No thanks! I'll read, study, purge, pray and heal on my own , thank you. "We must be doers of the Word, not hearers only."

I'm BEAMING! I'm blessed! She is rotting, I'm learning. PRAISE THE LORD!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"