I know now the religion that I always believed in served me well, served me up to a sick, demon possessed, psychotic, sadist for SIXTY-TWO years! No, I didn't leave the "Church", the "Church" left me.
On this Sunday, on this "Father's Day", I BEAM! I truly beam. I know for a fact I'm blessed, anointed, protected, groomed and guided for great things.
First of all, you need to know if you are bragging about what a great Christian you are, you need to consider some things. Have you ever read the Bible thoroughly? Or are you like most "Christians"? Are you content to "cherry pick"? Do you hunt for scripture to support your agenda?
My "mother" sure did! Yes, my "mother", MARTHA JANE WALTERS was Horror Unleashed on this good earth for eighty-seven years, eleven months and twenty-two days!
"Hell may have no furry like a wo/man scorned" , and no family has been forced to endure so much excruciating pain for so long!
Martha Jane Walters freely committed one sick, demented horror after another, gleefully! The Jezebel , root working, whore skipped through life freely destroying, claiming to be so in love with you, with GOD, just to get up on you to destroy you and laugh.
Why? How? DEMON POSSESSION!
It is a known fact many people practice witchcraft, CONJURE, VOODOO. It is called "cursing", the type of cursing forbidden in Holy Scripture. Only the dullest DULLARD, the most un-read illiterate believes "cussing", uttering foul language is a "sin".
I must admit my "mother" cursed like a sailor, had a very foul mouth. Her foul mouth was usually reserved just for us, at home, in our "private quarters".
That is not the only thing foul that slut did, but, her fascination and proclivity for practicing voodoo and conjure on her own family to keep us down, to keep her horrid, repugnant self up, must be recorded!
Yes, my blog is a TELL ALL! I am compelled by The Holy Spirit to reveal the secrets that succubus forced me to carry for fifty-eight years. The Holy Spirit s/he (secretly) hated for her entire long life truly compels me. I am not afraid. I'm proud! I'm standing flat footed on that dead demon's head in Victory! GOD elevated me from survivor to THRIVE-OR!
THANK YOU JESUS!
"What is done in the dark shall surely come to light." Martha Jane Walters, you are hereby put on notice, every evil deed you ever committed against me, against US, against your father, was against GOD!
"I'm sure you knew that." That's why you were always so LYING! Untrustworthy! Common! Lecherous! Lascivious! Conniving! Covert! Perverted! Carnal! Devious!
"You might get by but, you won't get away!" Martha , I am sure when you finally expired many marched behind your casket glad as hell your filthy ass finally died. Unfortunately the black Christian Church we served, always belonged to, prefers to tap down, squelch, deny any truth that exposes their lying, greedy, hypocritical asses.
"Well, the cat is out of the bag now." ; were the word s/he blurted after my long lost brother returned to his vomit after a thirty year hiatus. I do certainly thank GOD for his return. No, our reunion did not end well. After stirring my memory, reciting sick deed after sick deed, s/he forced us to experience, until he finally absconded, he decided to return to her.
Yes, he sided with our Nemesis, knowing full well s/he grinding him into the dirt into fine dust , for becoming a medical doctor after all of the horror she heaped on him.
We both cried and lamented how we both knew s/he flat out murdered my grandfather. He reminded me that s/he had to be lying , swearing the Fayetteville Police gave her a paraffin test. That s/he was cleared, granddaddy was crazy, we were all black ass nigger liars and s/he fully intended to "root" the hell out of us for having the nerve, the audacity to ever speak an unkind word against her.
"The police don't give you a paraffin test unless they are investigating a homicide." My "twin" brother was brilliant in his assessment. "S/he knew to say that because s/he worked in law enforcement, old lying ..."
I remember how our eyes locked as Martha kept trafficking , kept steering, every grieving relative to the master bedroom , where my dear brilliant sage of a grandfather finally closed his eyes, took his last breath. We went along with this preposterous "SUICIDE" , UNTIL Martha pointed to the place my grandfather "properly placed" the "gun" AFTER SHOOTING HIMSELF DEAD IN THE HEART!
PREPOSTEROUS!
Yet, the "Church" said nothing, did nothing. Every "Christian" I cried out to told me to shut up, keep it to myself. Just tithe, tithe. Stop cussing, don't drink, don't smoke, don't touch yourself. Don't gossip. Fear all white people. Don't stand up against injustice, ever. Take that stanking shit to your grave! WE don't want to know. DO NOT DISTURB THIS DREAM!
The fact is "Christians" do actually believe , are deliberately, falsely taught, that Jesus was a blond haired, blue eyed white man. Worship white people, always obey white people. Servant obey your master". Never think critically, never read, never study. Cloak for horrid monster monstrosities like Mathy Jane if they are "light bright and damn near white."
"Know your fucking place , "darky"! ; is all I have ever heard or been told for my entire long life. That's the rub, I KNOW MY PLACE! I know my assignment. I know why I was sent here. I know why I was made to suffer so long.
On this beautiful "Father's Day" I am on my knees humbly thanking GOD for placing Jerome Walters in my life. For all of the good men, good fathers that touched my life positively. One in particular introduced me to wheat bread, Sara Lee coffee cakes. Warned me of the dangers of eating swine.
Mainly he encouraged me to love myself. He wasn't frightened or put off by my "difference", my uniqueness. He always had an encouraging word, a bright beautiful smile and he permitted me to profile in his classic CADILLAC! I got to drive it for an entire summer! (One of the coolest things I've ever done.)
The "Church" is much too welcoming to demons, far too comfortable, only because it is full of them. The ravenous wolf can not protect himself from ravenous wolves.
x marks the "Beginning of End" with the "Church". You knowingly, willingly and gleefully CAGE INNOCENT CHILDREN BECAUSE THEY ARE BROWN.
So? You think it is alright because horrifying evil has been perpetuated against people of color for so long, it has become accepted. Man's Inhumanity to Man is shrugged off as "white privilege". Anybody can do anything to people of color and there is no GOD that cares according to the "Christians" that enslave, exploit and persecute us. I suggest you read the book of Revelation.
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