"Life ain't nothing but a dream"

World, I have to share with you something that is very true; "We are all figments of our imaginations" Or , the Prophet James said it best; "As a (wo)man thinketh in his heart,  so is he."

For some reason my stupid ass "mother" thought s/he was witch, was clairvoyant, had power, could live just like s/he pleased,  because s/he deliberately served satan on the side. Yes, Reverend MJW's sidepiece was Lucifer himself.

I've always felt hated, judged and persecuted, mainly because,  for the most part,  it has always  been true. Of course it started with my own "mother" , who always bragged to me how s/he abandoned me, left me in a whore house in Richmond, Virginia for the first six months of my life.

It seems I was too black to mother. That my sorry ass daddy wasn't shit. The fact s/he claimed I had TWO fathers,  has proved to be my undoing. Neither one of them ended up claiming me. One did, then took it back.

(Poor) MJW bragged of her kindness. I could hear it in her voice, her head "swoll" with a sense of righteousness. That whore really, genuinely thought,  s/he finally did something pleasing in the eyes of GOD. 

"My mama asked me, 'whur dat yalla baby you wrote and told me you had?  When I told hur I gave her away, she screamed; You GOGITHUR ! YOU DON'T GIVE WAY MY BLOOD!   So, I did, I went and got you. I had to kidnap you though. I made out like I just wanted to take you for a walk."

Proud, beaming that s/he rescued her own child, her own flesh and blood,  from the possibility of misery in a whore house ,  to her lair, her funky dungeon , where I would be made to suffer forever!

MJW always hated GOD, always proclaimed so loudly. No, s/he never said S/HE hated GOD per se , just those rules. My "mother" let it be known s/he hated her lame ass religious father. Damn dummy,  always believed in honesty, loving, sharing, weak bullshit like that. My "mother" assured "us children" daily, honesty would  get you no where in life.

MJW,  was a master manipulator, Con-artisté.  MJW was an excellent "root worker", Tarot Card  and Palm reader. No, s/he was not honest one day of her excessively long life. (Eighty-seven years, eleven months and twenty-two days).

Yes, s/he stalked, s/he lied, s/he conned, s/he deliberately confused. BUT; What did s/he get? REBUKE!

S/he that exalts  himself shall be debased.

I do have to laugh, Martha, every evil thing you did to me, ever grain of dust you sprinkled, every plot you hatched , BACKFIRED!

AIN'T GOD GOOD?

P.S.

Don't worry about x, The Holy Spirit got him in his back pocket.

BEAMING!!!