I'm not sure ....

I am very sure I don't believe in Heaven. No, I am not an atheist or agnostic. I fully believe in "GOD", The HOLY GHOST, THE HOLY SPIRIT, SUPERIOR INTELLIGENCE, LOVE SUPREME!

 I do NOT believe the "Christian" spin. I don't believe in "Adam and Eve or Adam and Steve". The story of Adam and Eve is obviously a parable to teach US or common beginning. When Cain is forced out of the Garden of Eden, he goes to the city of NOD! Explain that "Christians"!  Where did a whole city come from? READ! Interpret, analyze, synthesize, EXTRAPOLATE! 

DISCERN! Practice Critical Thinking, something forbidden by the One Percenters, something the hoarders of ninety-nine percent of the wealth FORBID! 

Be an intelligent, righteous , justice seeker,  on this planet, you better be white and male. No, that might not work either. The descendants of the lying,  demon possessed bastards,  that crucified Jesus are at it again.  The only way WE can love Jesus today is very carefully. You can not disagree with their "appointee", a MONGREL MONSTROSITY!

Just who, what on this Earth,  is dumb enough to think, to call,  that sick, sadistic, vacuous, orange piece of decaying dog shit,  anything,  but , what he is? 

I can't even pretend to like him. It got that way with my "mother". I put up with a lot of shit, but, when  s/he mailed me a letter s/he wiped her nasty ass in! That was it! That was the straw that broke the camel's back. I thought. Unfortunately, or fortunately,  I got lured back in the demo's, lair. Did I suffer! Fuck Yea!

This volunteer putrid piece of shit, 'sicced' the IRS, STUDENT LOAN, EVERY DEBT COLLECTOR THAT EVER BREATHED on me!

Why? (Secretly) Ashamed of her NASTY ASS SELF!  Absolute proof, the Institution of Chattel Slavery lasted too long. Or ; "The devil is a LIAR!"

I learned though. I learned a lot more than I knew.  Way more than I ever wanted to know. More than this World can handle right now.

"My LORD from Zion" who wants that old dried up, fizzle fart? That bloated ton of lard, dumb as a muthafucking post! That bitch is dumber than the dumb , illiterate half faggot I accidentally married , thirty six years ago.  And that muthafucker was a stone idiot! What messed him up? The "Church"!  The dummy carried a book he never read,  nor had any interest in reading.  A "fake intellectual"! WTF! WHY? BITCH! READING IS FREE! READING IS BRAIN EXERCISE! YOU WOULD HAVE KNOWN YOU HAD THE RIGHT TO BE A FAG, IF YOU HAD READ THE BOOK! DUMMY!

He was a NON READER! A NON READER JUST LIKE  THE potus!

Of course I married a faggot! Look where I came from. Born to a hideous whore , that absolutely brought nothing but,  excruciating pain and misery,  everywhere that slutty,  viper slithered FOR EIGHY-EIGHT MUTHAFUCKIN' YEARS!!!

Why? How did s/he get away? From birth to death , mjw was a DEMON! Horror unleashed of this good Earth! Why? Payback?  Some mysterious warning? 

Was mjw a lesson ? Was s/he assigned to the Earth by The HOLY SPIRIT  to teach US the error of OUR ways? S/he was SADISTIC!  Sadistic from birth and bragged about it confidently. "I flushed five of you sorry muthafuckers down the toilet!"  Flowed by a piercing,  demonic,  evil squeal .

Yes, mjw you were a horrible,  disgusting "hue-man" alright. Is that what caused your unending battle with "Good and Evil"?   Why couldn't you just be evil without pretending to be good? Why did you preach scripture you hated?

Why did you hate? mjw you were evil and  sexually perverted as a child? mjw were you some re-incarnated evil spirit?  Caligula!?

One thing I always knew, SOMETHING WAS NOT RIGHT WITH YOU!  Our grandfather never went so far as to call You out specifically,  by name, but,  we all knew, he meant You!

"When your head is in the Lion's mouth....don't make any sudden moves."  Yes GrandDADDY, you taught us to get an education, to prepare well , to successfully escape that slut.  Some of us never did. Some of us never had the slightest chance.

Is this Hell? Is this good Earth Hell? It is pure hell if you are born black.  It is hell if you are born poor, black, female,  to a MONGREL MONSTROSITY SLUT , THAT SOME IGNORANT NIGGER CHURH , GAVE A LICENSE TO PREACH!

 Giving my evil, sick, demon possessed "mother" a letter of Ordination,  is the equivalent of making that ignorant,  racist , piece of shit, the president of the United States.  Why? "Because it is written. "Got to fullfill the Book!"

I know for a fact the mjw that birthed me,  is the same Jezebel whore,  that demanded the prophet's John's head on a  silver platter. The slut practiced voodoo and sexually molested, raped, ravaged, ruined and died a hero to the stupid!

Why? Did we have low self esteem? Was it "Boiled Frog Syndrome"?   The slut got a head start from our unfortunate conception. None of our fathers, sires, "Johns" ,  were about to hang around and protect us.  We were just little bastards, from ivory white , to jet black. Little street urchins, "collateral damage" from excessive fucking for profit , or for free.

I have never tried to imagine what the five , that got flushed , looked like. mjw must have assumed they were quite ugly. or too black to grant life.  When mjw would retell that story, crow and brag about destroying five of her own babies, why wasn't I terrified?

Perhaps I was. I had to be,  that low slut for satan deliberately terrorized me, us, our entire world,  for as long as s/he could. How? The "Church"!  A mass of ignorant, lying, greedy, carnal people , pretending to love GOD.  "From such stay away."

I know my life's story has gone from; "In My Mother's House" , to "HOW I SURVIVED A SUCCUBUS!"

Shall America survive djt, the russians, white supremacy? Not according to the book of Revelation.

So be it!

BEAMING!!!