Live Every Day Like It Is Your Last

Every day that you live should be your best. Live every day like it is your last, it may be. Never waste a single day. Never just lay in the bed doing nothing. If you are in the bed sick, read a book,write a letter, plan an event, invent something. Study your Bible.

If you are too lazy to read and study your Bible you are in bad shape and getting worse.

I already told you, I am a very unique person. I am self-exposing, I am injured, I still suffer from some lingering anger and a little hatred creeps up on me from time to time. I do love me though. I do love myself. If no one on this earth loves me I know that GOD loves me. If men revile me I can take it. I mean I can with stand it, still hold my head up. It is frustrating though, it's tiring.

Later for ignorant people, I do have to "Move Up a Little Higher."

I told you that I am prejudice. I detest dumb people. Let me rephrase that, I don't like dumb people that are wicked and try to pass their stupidity off as knowledge. I don't like people that spread ignorance.

My frustration stems from the fact that I have had to spend many years "unlearning" a lot of ignorance that was poured into me.

First and foremost, THERE IS ONLY ONE RACE, THE HUMAN RACE!" Quit promoting all this racial nonsense. Too many people use their race as a crutch and too many people use race to hold people down.

Questions concerning racial identity should be illegal. I always put HUMAN on my census. "Black" has nothing to do with me. If you want to know the truth I absolutely detest most "black" people. People that think all "black" people are a single collective body.

I was in the bank the other day and this woman was quite loud and loquacious, and I was laughing and talking with her until she explained to the "Asian" woman that interrupted us to tell her the line was moving ;"Oh I didn't hear hur...I was runnin' my mouf being loud...you know I'm Black! We will sho' git loud!"

Do white people do that ? Do they claim and announce some character flaw?
"I'm sorry, I'm po' white trash! We don't eva wash our hair and we don't wear no shoes in de summer?"

All people have character flaws. That doesn't mean that you have to collect them and wear them like a badge of honor. Why do you let someone else define you? People love to walk up to you and tell you what you think, what you like, what you will do. When you come in contact with that person do know that person is very manipulative and means you absolutely no good.

I went to the library every day as a child. People often told me that "Black people don't read. If you want to hide something from a nigger, put it in a book." I knew that never applied to me. I love to read! A thirst for knowledge is a character issue.

What did her color black have to do with her talking loudly in the bank? What does race have to do with you being late for every function? Black has nothing to do with your ability, but it can effect your motivation.

If you are running around talking about you have to "hit a lick" you're scum. Racial identity has nothing to do with you. You are lazy scum and you are going to get exactly what you deserve. If you sell drugs, it's not your color, IT'S YOUR CHARACTER!

I think "Black" people get a bad rap. Just include me out, don't group me with anyone. "Judge not that you be not judged."

I am tired of paying the black tax. I am tired of dumb a** white men getting over, getting rich just because they are "white". I am tired of "black" people groveling and worshiping "White".

I am tired of people pushing women into whoredom just because they have a vagina. Yes ladies you do have a vagina but you also have a brain. And a man that has to pay for it is not worth your dirty "draws".

Ladies! get an education. Hone your skills. Dream big and stay away from "niggas".

How can you identify a "nigga", they are the ones that are always negative, telling you what you can't do. Then they turn around and brag about how great they are, how great they were. Listen carefully. When you leave them how do you feel about yourself?

Do they make you beg and grovel for chump change? Do they remind you that you owe them money? That is not a Christian. "From such stay away."

Continue to study your Bible children. Read and review the book of Deuteronomy. Pray with expectancy children. When you ask GOD for something, KNOW that you are going to get it.

Be a Blessing. "Keep yourself up much as you can."

Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel