It's Sad!

It's sad when your only real claim to fame is destruction. When people sit around and laugh at what a great liar you are, what a great scam artist. Something is wrong with us, sitting back recounting your most brilliant scams, while foolishly believing that your short arms of treachery will never touch us.

She is smart. She cleverly weaved a brilliant world of deceit. Conning you into believing that you are special, that she would never do anything so low down to you. Keeping all of her children separate, never knowing phone numbers or addresses. Deliberately giving siblings the wrong number, the wrong address. Doing what you do best, dictating what people think, what they should feel.

I know you are proud of it. It is an uncanny gift, mind manipulation, gas lighting, enslaving the innocent. What if you had used that same great mind for GOD for real? What if you really loved GOD? What if you really had a mind for Christ? What if you prayed and fasted? What if you repented and actually gave your life to Christ? What if you admitted all of your wrong doing and said that you were sorry?

No, you are right, no one can make you, not even GOD.

I watched poor cousin Rachel flee in terror. I will never forget how you laughed and bragged about your "murdered man's dust". I thought I was in a bad dream. This can't be true! Ahhhhhhhhhh! not again, not another sick despicable act that I don't have the courage to understand. I will suppress it with all the other too painful to comprehend memories.

I found out too late that there is no honor among thieves. (Not too late daughter, GOD is always right on time.) What you see that person do to one they will do to you. Make sure you remember that. They showed you something that they stole from a close relative and laughed. She probably shared some of the loot with you. No, you are not next, you are current.

She has a long list of people to betray, sabotage, destroy. Why? She's jealous and she is demon possessed. A hardheaded miscreant she messed her life up early. Instead of learning from her mistakes she set out on a life of debauchery and deceit.

She is the kind of person that every one hates. Insincere about everything including the weather. She will tell you that it looks like rain just to see if you are gullible enough to agree with her.

No, no, no, all is not lost. She served a great purpose. She proved that every word in that Book is true. She is that woman in Proverbs that men are warned to stay away from. She is a deep ditch, she will attempt to slay you.

This is a very exciting story and I can't wait to tell it all. Do know that it takes courage to tell the truth. It takes foolish arrogance to weave fantastic lies while pretending to be crazy.

WORD for the day; "In whom the god of this world hath BLINDED the minds of them which believe NOT, lest the light of the Glorious Gospel of Christ, who is the image of GOD should shine on them." II Cor 4:4

You can't believe in Almighty GOD and continue in sin. You can't be dumb enough to believe that you are blessed for your lip service. You can't be ignorant enough to go to church every Sunday just to fool your lying friends. Are you that insecure? Must you show off your expensive robes and crosses? Just who are you trying to impress? Who is "Man" that you should care what he thinks?

Just how long are you going to be a blind follower groping along in the dark? Don't you ever get tired of being stupid? Don't you ever get tired of being on a losing team?

It doesn't matter what you did or what you are trying to do. You can't hurt me any more. You are no threat to me. You didn't ruin me as you planned and plotted. All of your evil deeds helped to mold and shape me into a very good person. A person that you could be proud of if you had sense enough. My soul looks back in wonder. I am in awe. GOD foiled so many of your brilliant schemes. It wasn't that you were so smart. It was that I couldn't conceive of a mind like yours. I didn't know such people existed. Few people know that there are double minded demons like you still menacing, still blocking, still robbing, still scheming. You are a toothless broken down old succubus. You did it your way any way. You messed up Mathy Jane, you messed up bad. But GOD sent me a WORD; "I am with you." Haggai 2:5

GOD has been with me my entire life. GOD loves me and he has kept me. Were you trying to terrorize me when you bragged about the number of babies that you flushed? I know now that those were the words of a broken fractured woman that refused to give up the wrong for the right. A very foolish little girl that never grew up, never learned to trust GOD. A creature that refuses to be wrong and demands that the entire world change to make her right. A very cowardly woman, a woman full of self loathing, a lost sheep.

I am so excited I have to brag. GOD spoke to me! I was four years old and GOD spoke to me! I was only four but even then I knew that I was special, set apart.

Look at how the devil tricked you. Of all the children to molest and torture you picked me. Or did you really pick me? Did GOD use you? You used "god". You exploited the gullible, the simple the "unsaved". What did you get? You got a hole in your money bag! (Read Haggai)

How did Mahalia Jackson sing it; "If salvation was something that money could buy the rich would live and the poor would die." ?