Feigning ignorance...

will not help you.  In other words pretending that you don't know what the WORD says will not protect you.  You will be held to every letter of GOD's law.  You know that.   You always knew.  Rebellious and wayward you were determined to have your way.  And so you did.

For some reason "Mathy" always thought anything done in secret, in the dark,  any taboo secret, was permissible for her.  [What's done on duh ship stay on duh ship.]  All she had to do was lie and deny, "cop a bad attitude", brutalize and threaten, have a "s*** hemorrhage" if needed, cuss, curse, "root", hex, put the "bad mouth" and "evil stank eye" on and she would be o.k.  She would remain on top.  Remaining on top is her only motivation. She never wanted much in life.  A second hand Cadillac that she could lie and pretend that she bought brand new.  More clothes, a prettier house, a better job, lighter skin, better hair.  She just wanted things she didn't have to work hard to get.  A little lying, a little stealing, a little scheming.  After all 'GOD knew hur heart.'

Just attend "church" every Sunday.  Send up phony praise that she stopped believing over eighty years ago.

"I am going to do what I please.  I am going to do what feels good to me.  I will let my "lust" control me.  I am going to say all the right things at the right time."

"I am going to keep Jesus in my mouth, never meaning one word, one syllable.  You think the Bible is not real?  Just another tool designed for your exploitation?

You don't look so good now that you are incredibly old and dried up.  You lost your flare.  You lost your mojo.  Who can you fool?  Who is still dumb enough, blind enough, to listen to you?

You may think she never wronged you.  You may believe that she really loves you.  I will remind you; look at her fruit.

Were you not constantly frustrated, manipulated, enticed, lured, led astray, only to be abandoned and laughed at?  I will not abide her.  Revelation 2:20 -29 reminds me.  Saves me!  Glorifies me!  Thank You Jesus!

Stay in His WORD children.  Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."  Nothing, no one can or will ever change that fact.

May GOD's Grace, Mercy, and Peace engulf you, cloak and protect you, keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel