before Christmas and all is well. 2014 is around the corner and I do congratulate myself for being a great mother. It never felt like a duty to me. It was a sheer blessing , it is pure love. From the moment of conception, December 8, 1983. From the precise moment my egg and (his) sperm collided .
I called her Boo-bee. Talked to her every day. Declared my undying love. Told her I knew she was a girl when every one just knew I was carrying a boy. I started teaching her in the womb, telling her about life. I read! I read everything! I am cramming knowledge in my baby's head I claimed .
From the moment she was born I was ready on the spot with flash cards, floating waterproof books for the bathtub. My basket of books sat by my toilet and her miniature basket sat by her potty.
I love my daughter and have always been super protective and cautious. I did my due diligence, ballet, tap, soccer, computer, softball, basketball, band. She did hers too winning national contests and always scoring in the 99% on the Iowas.
It is the day before Christmas and I am as happy as I can be! I did not give up the right for the wrong. I have never let go of GOD's unchanging hand. I know my life has purpose. I know I have been delivered, redeemed .
Yes, GOD is still healing that broken little girl. He is still knitting her together. She smiles a lot more, hates less and less everyday.
I do not want another child, another family, to have to live through what we did. No rank stank demon should be able to infiltrate families, infiltrate churches unopposed,unchallenged.
The Walters family did something very wrong. We hid evil, denied that it existed. Choose to pray for it and wait it out. We knew Jesus would fix it one day. Enduring her, suffering at her hand was not part of GOD's plan. That was her plan!
You can consider a demon possessed woman brilliant if you want to. How smart do you have to be to "successfully" violate your own children ?
My point is this, my "mother" did everything she could to keep me from publishing. The poor foolish woman lost her mind when she became rebellious enough to dabble in the occult. Martha was a brilliant writer who was so busy coyly destroying the dreams of others she could not sufficiently pursue her own.
Now my brilliant, beautiful, globe trotting, Anglophile , gifted, brutally honest daughter is a writer! She is so gifted! Standing on a precipice, about to set the world on fire.
MERRY CHRISTMAS WORLD!
Don't forget to stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing. "
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
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Tuesday, December 24, 2013
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