Father! Thank You for another good getting up morning! Junior Wells & Buddy Guy ~ ''Ships On The Ocean'',''Early In The Mornin...

What a pleasure! What a joy to see such a beautiful, crisp morning under a powder blue sky.  My world is extremely small, as it should be.  I refuse to associate with liars and deniers . I am not about to lock step with people that don't know where they are going or why.

I do thank Almighty GOD for removing the blinders from my eyes.  Of course all of my  issues stem from that woman that birthed me, brought me into this world begging to be loved, to be recognized, to be included.

I do lament the fact that I tried so long.  Yes, I have always tried to be good enough to be loved by people that rejected me for being "too dark", for being a bastard, for cussing, drinking, for smoking weed.  Well, I have news for all of you dumb ass imps, quality niggers,  gleefully docile.  Proud to be patient.  Proud you did everything right.

No pre-sex,  no sex before marriage, so you claim.  You don't cuss.  No foul language has ever come out of your mouth.  But, do you think it?   Do words like sorry-ass-black-ass-muthafucker ever cross your mind?  Do you think GOD cares?

Now, the fact that I did indeed have a mother that was always "cursing", conjuring, everyone she knew,  should not be mentioned, according to you.. Based on the negro affirmation; "Jest don't say nutting'!" is applicable in my life because my testimony is so foul, REPUGNANT! YOU DON'T KNOW AND YOU DON'T WANT TO KNOW!

Well, don't know dumb asses.  Think you can intimidate me into letting a foul demon possessed woman just destroy my life as long as you look good.  Yes, let's all pretend she had a good heart, that she meant well.  Never mind all of her perversion.  Yes, let's just let a woman that began her career of debauchery killing small animals, enticing grown men into sexual intercourse with her get by because we are all to cowardly to recall that monster that used the "Church" to do abominable evil for eighty-seven years.

Make the one victim not totally destroyed , feel useless, powerless.  Pretend you can't hear her, that you can't comprehend. Scream at her, tell her to shut the fuck up! Tell her you are tried of hearing it while you do absolutely jack shit to help abused children.

Keep following tradition, keep your mouth shut.  Pretend to love GOD, announce [HE] is the Head of your life on every occasion.  Keep pretending to live perfectly.  Keep a list of your admirable qualities, you don't cuss, drink, smoke.  You tithe, you attend services two or three times a week.

You sit in judgement.  You count yourself better.  Your parents were married!  You are legitimate! Also, you are not that "dark". You graduated from college! You live in a nice roach free home.  You drive a nice car. You are RESPECTABLE!

You may be respectable but, you are a coward.  Is it easier to hate and vilify the "Truth Teller"?   Is it easier to shun me because my truth shakes your perfect image to the ground?   "Ice out" the one that makes you uncomfortable.  Don't talk to her, shun her, pretend that she doesn't exist.   Make her a non-entity while you post your perfect pictures on FaceBook!

Say nothing! Turn to stone! My mother never said anything to me about my constant accusations concerning my grandfather's murder.

Be friendly and loving in person.  Never have the courage to say what you really think about me. Just let me take decades to figure it out on my own.   Why?  I'm the bastard! I'm the one that was raped, molested, robbed, lead astray. I'm the one forced to totally educate myself.

If you don't love me, can't love me , how can you claim to love GOD?

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"