I never dreamed I could find the courage to know.

 I can't say ; "I wudden'gon'tell nobody." because I had promised that retch of a woman,  that I would, that I planned to tell GOD just as soon as I could.  As a matter of fact, I pointed my little brown finger at her and shook it.

"I'm telling GAWD on YOOOOOOOOOOOOO!";  I screamed.  Unfortunately for me, I was born  a "bastard" at a time when "bastard" was synonymous with turd.  If you were a turd child , just be glad to breathe. Don't expect nothing, don't ask for nothing and just shut the fuck up for FOREVER for good measure.

I refuse to be a turd for anyone.  I hate dumb people! I hate all lying fakes! I think some hatred is good, beneficial.  I know I hate that "man" I married temporally! Nothing can ever change my mind! NOTHING! He is a maggot! A blowfly just like my granddaddy said.  Any man that has to be made to render aid to their on child is not worth spit!

"Get thee behind me satan!"  You are a buzzard! I am an Eagle! Buzzards and Eagles are incompatible.

Do know evil jealous buzzards can't kill "nothing", they have to wait on shit to die and rot.  Stay away from buzzards unless you are a buzzard.

Please do not go up in a "Church" expecting to meet good people.  You are too late.  The "Church" has been had,  hijacked by satan.  I'm not sure if any good,  real,  Christ Lovers are even welcome.

REVERSE THE CURSE!

'COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"