BEAMING! I'm still fine in my mind!

While the outside of this once beautiful flower whithers much too rapidly for my liking, I'm still the same hue-man on the inside.  The same fractured, brutally broken, tormented, rejected, abused, unwanted, un-nurtured little black girl I've always been.

So? I'm still the little black granddaughter that was absolutely the "apple of her grandfather's eye".

I am still that anointed child my grandfather poured  all of his wisdom into. I'm still righteous. I still refuse to lie or deny for anyone. I am still the only child Martha bore ,  foolish enough to ever attempt to stand up to her.

Yes, not only was stupid ass Martha, poorly educated, she was a damn fool. Wretched! A volunteer slave to carnal lust! Bitch! You can't preach about the goodness of Our loving GOD while not believing one single word.

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"