"The Glory of Love"

My therapist said I had been strong too long.  She was right.  When I took all I could, when I was finally full up with my mother's mind numbing ignorant evil,  my brain exploded. My intestines spewed green bile on everything I touched. I lost all of my friends. Perhaps they believe my pain is  contagious.

My five brothers fled from me like I am a leper with A.I.D.S.

If I hurt you, I apologize. I raged! I rage still. I fucking hate stupid people. Color struck racist pretending to love GOD enrage me!

I have many gifts, many talents,  and a great deal of love to give, all unwanted, all shunned for the damn color of my skin!

Worse, all of the demons, serpents, vipers, perverts , jealous men and women that have made it their appointed duty to slay me,  have all claimed to be devout Christians.

My mother was one of the most horrid creatures to ever live and she preached for over fifty years. I doubt my mother missed five Sundays of phony worship in eighty-seven years.

Then I married this Christian, more pathological lying illiterate , than man. A low life promiscuous half homosexual whore! Why lie? Why hide your proclivities behind a mask ? If you really think the practice of "homosexuality" such a sin, why do it?

If you disagree with the "Church" say so!  Refuse to live in the closet. Refuse to "court" and marry innocent women that you secretly hate.  If you didn't like women, why bother with me? Did you know I was "asexual"? Did you know I had no interest in sex , what soever?

Did you know I had been ruined, rendered a eunuch in infancy, by my own mother?  Looking back over my life and counting all the ways my own mother plotted against me , I do not know how I can stand the strain.

What wo/man gets up everyday  for eighty-seven years with one thought only, DESTRUCTION? A demon possessed wo/man, a tRump. That damn Martha came after us, after me,  with every weapon satan put in her lying , sick sadistic hands.

So what!? It all backfired.

I learned to pray! I learned to trust The Holy Spirit! I learned GOD really does keep a ram in the bushes. I learned man proposes, GOD disposes. I learned no weapon formed against me shall ever prosper!

I am BEAMING  because It is ALL in Divine Order!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"