"Won't [HE] do it!?"

"Hear me and hear me well!"  Most people say that,  never meaning one single word. Most of us love Jesus with our mouth,  with our tongue only. We should all trust as we much as we  claim we do. We should all step out on faith, free falling into OUR savior's arms.

If any one can understand why we don't do,  what we say we do, I do! Thank You LORD! I'm humbled! I'm trembling. My mother was satan's bastard daughter. No, my mother was far worse than an ordinary fallen whore, or  low prostitute. My mother, Martha Jane Walters, was a proud disciple of satan.

MY MOTHER WAS A "ROOT WORKER" OF THE DEMONIC VARIETY!

He protected her too. Permitted her to get her low, repugnant, filthy, perverted, sadistic, stalking, sneaky, STANKING, corrupt, murdering, demon possessed ass,  into her dirty little grave without the public persecution she so  richly deserved.

While Martha grinned, lied, howled and laughed that she was winning, had won,  and could not be defeated, she knew she was lying.

Pride destroyed Martha. Pride and low self esteem. Martha hated everyone, including GOD! Martha blamed GOD for permitting her to be raped as an eight year old child. I am sure Martha believed that led her,  to her,  not so secret nymphomania .  Which in turn,  lead her to prostitution, incest, pedophilia and other such sexual perversion, which made her unworthy of love. Unable to ever love herself, Martha was always unable to love any one.

The truth is , Martha absolutely hated EVERYONE!

For what ever reason, Martha lacked empathy, sympathy and compassion. If you ever got it or thought she was showering love on you , it was a ruse, a ploy, a set up. Martha always delighted in "fatting frogs for snakes."

"Self hatred is poison, don't drink it." Do not be dissuaded from the beautiful life The Holy Spirit has "laid up for you",  fearing such an ogre as my mother.

• You must love yourself fiercely and honestly before you can find the "love of your life"
• You must always speak the truth! Live honestly! Live righteously! 
• "Trust and Obey" the voice of The Holy Spirit that indwells in you.
• "Ask and you shall receive."

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"