"Digging up bones"

I was deliberately brought up in a home of "Secrecy", of "whispers", family secrets long buried, excruciating pain our "families" passed on to the living.

"DON'T NUN OF YOU NIGGAS EVA' SAY SHIT 'BOUT WHUT GO ON IN DIS HOUSE!" ; was our cathocism   NO ONE WAS ALLOWED, permitted,  to breathe one word of truth about Our chief abuser.  Little did we know some adult or adults let Us fall into the clutches of a known SUCCUBUS.  A known sadist! A whore known to torture and molest small children.

Why? WE THE FAMILY  practiced "Slave Christianity".  WE carried a Book we rarely read, if ever. WE went to "Church" every Sunday for show. For luck, or to pimp, to deceive, to covet, to envy or to just flex.

Yes, the hue-man being is a HORRID thing without the indwelling of The Holy Spirit.

The Holy Spirit has to be sought, prayed for, desired, longed for. Yes, you do have to "work out your own soul salvation."

Yes, you do have to "Trust and Obey". 

BEAMING!

Tell on that slut and suffer her wrath swiftly, unending , while her "flying monkeys" laughed at your plight.  Always failing to realize they were in the "same old boat".

Truth in "Evangelical Christian" families is  forbidden to be shared for fear of offending the ABUSER! 

Imagine , people, a family,  so abused, so debased , so worn down by their abuser,  so long, they are thankful for crumbs from the master's table.

That is called defeat and I FLAT REFUSE!

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! That's Me! Finally exhaling! Finally exclaiming with Gleeeeeeeeeeeee! "The wicked witch is DEAD! PRAISE THE LORD! THE WICKED WITCH IS DEAD!"

What manner of wo/man, what preacher, what ordained pastor , curses Almighty GOD on her death bed, clings to low lies?

SOMEONE WITH NO FAITH!  Yes, a fake "Christian", a Jesus pimp. Someone that lacketh understanding.

A "Root Worker". A known conjurer .  A reprehensible thing. Yes, x's twin.

Relax!

IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER!