North Carolina A and T State Unversity, Greensboro, NC, (1973) , Hodgkin Hall, last semester, last course in “Education “. We were instructed to complete some type of “Personality Index” to assist us as we finally entered the prestigious workforce of our noble calling, “Teaching “.
My professor frowned as he reviewed my “score” with me. He announced loudly, according to this “test” you are hostile.
I responded without thinking, without a “filter “; “ WHAT THE FUCK YOU MEAN!!!? I’m
HOSTILE?”
Looking back , I should have said; “ Damn right, you dumb muthafucker! Who in the fuck can live in the whiteman’s hell?”
Who can grin and bear this shit? How in the fuck am I supposed to pretend to love a lame, fake ass Christian” , that gets mo “Dick” than the average promiscuous ‘hoe?
Why? The bitch ain’t got no money, no personality, no morals , no fucking hope. “ Get thee behind me satan!” Non-reading! Non-thinking! Dumb ass! Dumb ass!
Yes, that is the day I should have divested of my Evangelical Christian roots.
Following the white man’s version of Christianity has messed my world up. But, there is one thing I do know, those buzzards are being weighed in the Balances and they are ALL found wanting.
No problem, GOD will get them 🥰
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