I saw the light!

Yea, I saw the Light alright. Wow! Jesus told us our truth would hurt and Jesus ain't nevah lied!

Yes! I got the Holy Ghost! Yes, I'M  still shivering, got the huge goosebumps to prove it.  Fifty years ago my old lying, jealous, hate filled , evil, demon possessed, slick ass, con artist,  anti-mother ordered me to the Greyhound Bus Station  to "retrieve" her second husband, my molester, my rapist, my former step-father,  one of her current  "sidepieces".

My anti-mother did knowingly, use me as "bait" for all of her needs;  (sadistic supply, foot stool, maid service, slave and sometimes something to brag about) . mjw treated me like dung on the bottom of her shoe for as long as I knew her.

Martha mistreated everyone s/he ever knew horribly.  Everyone s/he claimed so vehemently to love.  Without any concern for me , or any of the thousands s/he knowingly harmed,  under the auspices, the umbrella, the sanction , of the so called "Church" and Christians.  MOGs and WOGs, MEN OF GOD! WOMEN OF GOD! OH NO!

Well, as it turns out,  her "church" didn't and still doesn't care. I saw her pastor's "pimp pose" on FB! Well, no wonder they were dumb enough to call my "mother" MOTHER OF THE CHURCH!

When I first started this blog, this old heifer tried to slay me. Claimed out loud that I was lying. She knew , she knows, that no black woman would ever do such a thing. THAT MY DEEP UNENDING TRAUMA  is all a figment of my rich imagination. HOGWASH you jealous slut!

This same woman boasts of "having" a "doctorate" in something African. Well, if you were as educated as you claim to be, you would know "Race" is a man made concept. Skin us ALL, how can you tell the difference. 

And I know,  that you know better. Declaring that your son has to bring home a woman your color. Just who do you think you are? You are overstepping your boundaries! The child came through you. Your child is not yours to keep. Your child is yours to nurture, to teach, to support, not manipulate.

Oh, I saw you admire my great gourd art. I know you were impressed, overwhelmed.  I saw the great jealousy in your jaundice eyes. You accidentally ran out of tables ! But,  I arrived first! You accidentally  left my picture out ! You told me to find my own students! Woman you must be a fool!

Anyway, it is not "RACE",  IT IS CHARACTER!

Keep lying for liars. Keep stealing for thieves.  Keep fearing treacherous mental midgets. Keep going along to get along. Keep putting your trust in money. Keep abusing the people that truly love you the most.

Be ashamed of your loved ones that are labeled "different",   that "color outside of the lines". Shun her because s/he is scorned by this world. Be ashamed that your "mother" was relegated to the bottom of this racist society, held down, disgraced and destroyed by her own "mother". 

Or "Reverse the Curse". 

Mainly , do like my grandfather, Jerome Walters always taught us; "Keep your head up! Always do the best you can! Do for self!"

BEAMING!!! ANYWAY!!!