Wake up and smell the coffee!

***The GWEN DOSTER Diaries***

Up early ,  truly humbled, rejoicing in the Goodness of My Almighty GOD! Yes, I am BEAMING ! Healing from the crown of my head to the bottom of my feet.

Not only do I know who I am, I know whose I am. I am certainly confident in one thing, GOD LOVES ME! THE HOLY GHOST PROTECTS ME!

Every time I look at my "burnt" up arm, knowing your stanking, whorish, sadistic, ignorant ass tried to roast half my beautiful face off!  I tremble! The Goodness of an all knowing, all loving Holy Father engulfs me. I BEAM!

No, I am not always sure WE can work it out. But, GOD can work it out, for sure. IT IS ALL IN DIVINE ORDER!

Sure , I was conceived in the belly of one sick, sadistic, "cannibalistic", mongrel monstrosity.  Labeled just another black bastard.  A thrown away baby. UNWANTED  by a fake whore that only pretended to love me when s/he thought someone was looking or s/he was preparing me for some of her bullshit.

s/he hated me with a (secret) passion for sixty-two years. So?  Claimed I, WE, my grandfather , ruined her life. You got that shit ass backwards, bitch.

Dumb bitch, you hated yourself. You had no fucking talent. You were a thief! You stole everything you bragged about. Dumb, lazy, intellectually deficient , poorly educated, scummy low prostitute!

You put you faith in voodoo and your ability to fuck a nigger's brains out. Then, your dumb ignorant ass felt slighted when  no one considered you to be a "lady". People do not have to pluck out their eyes and scrub their memory because  horrid whores like you demand it.

Did you really believe that fake ass preaching , for fifty years could be traded for your evil, common, low perverted life?  Were any of us fooled? Or were we just terrorized?

We were just terrorized. You started beating us at birth,  you low stanking cowardly whore!  Your dumb, demonic ass,  swore not going to jail meant you were winning.  That some how never getting caught proved how brilliant and deserving you were.

You never won shit , you low stanking whore! It  was just that , you were so despicable, so horrifying , so mind numbing, so incredibly diabolical , few could ever muster the courage to stand up against you. WE just followed granddaddy's example and prayed for your low ass.

Yes, we all soon learned to save ourselves. 

Shit, I knew at three years old to look out for myself, to get scarce and invisible when you and your perverted men came around grinning. Ravenous, stank lecherous WHORES!  

And you a so called WOMAN OF GOD ! THE LEADER OF TREACHEROUS DEVIL WORSHIPPERS! CHILD RAPISTS AND MOLESTERS!  ROT YOU STANKING UNREPENTANT WHORE!

Do know your evil, stanking shit finally BACKFIRED! You were always too greedy. While running amuck, behaving just like that mongrel monstrosity , wanna be dick- tator, you went too far,  you stayed too long.

Both of you skank-i-fied imps were sent here to lie, deny, molest, rape, ruin and die laughing. Go ahead. Anybody dumb enough to put their faith in the likes of scum like you, deserve to suffer.

If you know like I know, trust NO ONE! Discern! Discern! Discern! "Look well to your going, your coming in,  your going out."

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