"The Last to Know"

Why is it that the poor "love struck" victim is always the last to know? We have all witnessed it many times and talked about it.
"Why are they so stupid?"; we would laugh. Everyone has seen some love sick man lavish some undeserving whore with gifts only to be cheated on and abused repeatedly. When they do finally catch on they always ask ; "Why didn't y'all tell me?" Some reply; "We tried" or pretend to be as shocked as the victim.

Well here I am; "Why didn't y'all tell me?"

I sat down and listed over one hundred and ten acts of sick vile cruelty she committed against me before our first estrangement in 1988. I can't believe how I always forgave her, made excuses for her, tried to love her any way.

I know now that I was confused, crushed, beaten down to a hapless little minion.

She never managed to murder me. I survived and thrived through GOD's miraculous intercession.

Am I mad? No. Am I sad? Perhaps. Am I telling? Anyone that cares to listen. I know my harrowing life story is good news to the believer.

I know that GOD has a purpose for my life that cannot be derailed by an evil vile "woman".

What was once puzzling is now obvious. MJW studies evil, she is swift to shed innocent blood, a very lustful woman controlled by sick sadistic urges, envy and jealousy. Forbidden by GOD's laws and society to live the life she loved she perfected deceit.

"Notwithstanding I have a few things against thee, because thou sufferest that woman Jezebel,which calleth herself a prophetess, to teach and to seduce my servants to commit fornication, and to eat things sacrificed unto idols. And I gave her space to REPENT of her fornication; and she REPENTED not." Revelation 2:20-21

I am exhausted and exasperated, so was my grandfather. It seems this woman has been nothing but an evil closeted demon for over seventy years.

I want you to know that she focused her most diabolical schemes on me. I am devastated, but GOD is restoring every thing that succubus stole from me.

I just wanted you to know, just in case you were interested, just in case "you ever wondered and wanted to know why".

Why? She wants to be the "Top of the bottom". Once considered one of Wade's finest she "lost the race". Positioned to possess and pursue she fell tragically short. She woke up one day with three illegitimate children and no prospects for a husband.

Determined to NEVER accept responsibility for her own actions she turned to criminal brutality and demonic "root working".

So here we are, me with a great book and her just as miserable and deceitful as she has always been.

Be careful, don't let her get you. Don't you slip, don't let her catch you limping. At eighty-five she is still ferociously evil. There is no good in her. She lives to inflict pain. I'm telling you. You can ignore and dismiss me as a kook if you want to.

My kind advice to you is to study GOD's WORD. Pray for the indwelling of His Holy Spirit and the power of discernment.

Be a blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing".

Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel