"Under the Influence"

If I ever hurt your feelings in any way, with a cold callous remark or insensitive comment, please forgive me, I was under the influence of a demon.

While that is not a good excuse, it is my reality.

A child naturally loves his or her mother. I am no different. But, there is one thing that I sensed early on, my "mother" didn't love me. Why? I don't know. I only know what the Bible says. God promised to turn certain types of people over to a reprobate mind for sexual deviance. Maybe that's what happened to her or maybe she just hated me because that is all she is capable of.

Cool, aloof, critical, hateful, verbally abusive, physically abusive, sexually abusive are the words that describe my "mother's" behavior toward me.

There were times that she "loved" me, praised me, gave me a gift, came to my rescue. At least that is what she lead me to believe.

I know now that she was doing just enough to stay close to me, to "stay up on me". She wanted a good seat, she demanded to be ring side while she watched, cheered and orchestrated my destruction.

Why? There is no "why". Demons don't care why. She is serving her master. She obeys the dictates of Satan.

How do I know? GOD revealed it to me. (Revelation 2:10)

If He didn't reveal it to you it is because you are not saved, you don't live right. Like most people you are just a "hearer" of the WORD. You must be a "DOER" as well as a "HEARER".

How do you know if you are a hearer only? You lie, you're still lying, you're unrepentant, you're full of pride and hatred. The beautiful thing about GOD's Gospel is that He forgives you. Jesus said that even in the last hour you can enter the kingdom.

You must repent however. You can't slick talk your way pass GOD. You can't lie and slander, you sure can't "root" and bully your way.

Don't bear anyone else's shame children. Don't stay in that closet with that incorrigible reprobate. She will destroy you. Now that's a fact. She can't help it, she is disciple of Satan.

What is the greatest lesson this "experience" has taught me? GOD RIGHTS EVERY WRONG!

"Fear No Man!". Fear is nothing but contaminated Faith. Where is your Faith? Don't put your Faith in MAN, in your looks, in the lottery, or "root working". Put ALL of your Faith in GOD!

Well your plot backfired. You didn't utterly destroy me. I'm still here and I'm telling every thing!

Jesus said "Defraud no man.", yet the vast majority of people are engaged in some type of fraud. Many claim it is out of fear. Afraid they will not be able to pay their bills or ride in a fine car. But, I think most people defraud strangers, or commit what they consider victimless crimes like riping off the government or insurance companies.

I think most people are cautious or suspicious of predatory lenders, or strangers at their door. Most people share some degree of paranoia. But how many people have to be on the look out for a PREDATORY MOTHER?

How many of you have a nasty mother? A woman that will do anything sexually, no matter how sick or repugnant? How many of you have to call a sick delusional sociopath "mother"?

How many mothers set their sights on luring the innocent into captivity and put all of their energy into destroying their own children? How many women shoot their own father's in the heart and are stupid enough to think that they are going to get away with it? How many adult children carry these horrible truths but are too terrified to tell?

Fear is what gives that Devil access to your life. Do not tolerate Fear! Man Up! Fear is not natural. Stand on GOD's WORD and become fearless. Read your Bible, stay in His WORD children.

Time changes all things and the "unexpected" is always there, are just some of the gems of wisdom that my grandfather shared with his children.

I know that I am humbled and awe struck by the Goodness of GOD! I know that GOD delivered me from one of the worst demons to ever walk this earth! THANK YOU JESUS!!! HALLELUJAH!!! I know that GOD can and will do the same for you. I will not have you ignorant children. I am going to share His Goodness and Proclaim His Name.

Dear LORD tread on that serpent! Vanquish that foe! Reverse EVERY Curse LORD! Bind that demon to the lowest depths of Hell. Shut her lying mouth! Interrupt the activity of that treacherous deceitful brain. Reveal her LORD! Shine a spot light on her LORD! Restore every thing she stole from me. Restore and strengthen all of her children.

Be a BlessING and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel