"She is not worth it"

She isn't worth it. She is not worth all of the pain and grief she causes. She is evil! There is no doubt in my mind about that. Her incredible denial is worse than her episodes when she dishes out bone crushing terror with her mouth, with her secret hatred, with her schemes and scams.

A person that spends all of their time trying to destroy others secretly is destroyed. She is a very small person. She is a piece of dust. She has to do it secretly, these "things" are so low and depraved, she can't admit them even to herself. Sadly, she is demented indeed, but she is in full control. She likes "mess". She lives to stir up hatred, exploit jealousies. She is a trouble maker. (Without natural affection, truce breakers...)She is delusional, she knows it and she loves it. It is her choice.

She is right. Very few people in this world care about what she did to me. No one would care if she killed me. She killed my granddaddy. I think I am the only person in my entire family that gives a flying flip.

This great man didn't just love and help me. He was a great man with a great vision plagued by an evil daughter and a selfish uncaring society with too many *"all'fa de'sef" family members. (That is her exact term. The one she would manipulate me with so she could rob me over and over.)

I care. I care about my fellow man and I always will. (Love ye one another as I have loved you.)

I am injured but I will survive. She is not that special. She has no power. She is a witch, she is a demon. GOD has stopped her. She can't hurt me any more.

I hope all that cruelty goes into her dirty little grave with her. Her name will rot.

There was an article in the Atlanta Journal and Constitution today ("Broken home sheds light on a tragedy" By Tim Eberly Sunday, July 2, 2011), about a homeless woman that was crushed to death. This poor woman was seeking refuge in her abandoned house. I don't know if she was a crack addict. The article didn't say, it said that she was a homeless person that begged for spare change. The fact that she was or was not a crack addict and homeless is unimportant. What is important is the fact that she was a sexually abused child. So much so that she had to be hospitalized after a savage RAPE by her own FATHER.

Just another little black orphaned bastard. They said she never knew her mother. Some one let her slip into the hands of her "father". After he ruined her, the other men came. The most important part of this story must be relayed to you verbatim;
"At about 12 years old, she confided to Thomas' mother that her father had been sexually molesting her, according to Thomas and Durham's sister, Brenda Durham.
Thomas' mother took the accusation to her own mother, who was raising Durham. Instead of saving the girl, the matriarch bottled up the secret, the family said."

"...The molestation continued for years, family members believe, and Durham underwent a radical makeover as a teenager. She cut her hair off. She started wearing boys clothing. She stopped wearing bras and got baggier clothes."

"She shut down, " Thomas said. "Her whole personality - her way of thinking- she didn't trust men, ...Some people can bounce back from things like that and some people can't. And I just think she couldn't bounce back."

No she couldn't bounce back. This poor woman did not have a righteous man in her life. She did not have a good GOD fearing wise patriarch in her life like I did. I know the only man that saved me from a sick vile murdering pedophile was Jerome Walters.

You don't have to know. Stop up your ears. Call me crazy. Continue to revile me, rebuke me. Join in with her chorus of curses. Take her side so that she will give you fifty dollars worth of crap and five million dollars worth of secret curses and ditch digging.

You don't believe me? How many times have you been married? How much of your love life did you confide in her? Have you ever witnessed her go manic? Has she ever cursed you out? Has she ever told a big lie on you? Has she ever tricked you out of your money? Has she ever led you astray?

Family, this is a generational curse. Generational curses can be broken. I'm glad that I didn't end up crushed in the house that got bulldozed. I am glad that I don't have to depend on "closeted" family members to protect me.

No, I don't expect for you to do anything. The fact that you are willing to listen, to read this blog is a blessing. I know it is much too shocking. Much to macabre. It is unreal but it is as real as real can get.

There is no help for her. Don't waste any more of your time. You will probably find her cold stiff demonic body stretched out on some murdered man's grave one day. Yea, she will go out collecting "goofer dust". That is all she knows. "Root working" and destroying is all she wants to do.

Remember, GOD created some vessels for honor, some for dishonor. She was obviously created for dishonor.

I will not continue to live under this generational curse. I will be heard. I am a Truth Teller and I am telling.

Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

Much Love,Peace and Happiness,
Rachel