"We are saved by Grace!"

Another "trueism" taught to me by my grandfather.  When I tell you that I am prouder than any Peacock.  That I am beaming and radiating because I know that there is not one human being on this earth that can feel more blessed, more anointed, more tried in the fire, than I do.

I look at my skin, radiant, glistening as pure gold.  I am full of the pride that Jerome Walters instilled in me.  He always told me that I was someone special.  Always loved and protected me.  Provided for me and filled me with his wisdom.

Jerome Walters was an uncannily wise man.  Tall, noble, heroic, kind and gentle.  He was regal and nurturing, a very "manly" masculine man. Yet, he combed and brushed my hair.  Tied beautiful white ribbons to my pigtails, shined and buffed my patent leather shoes.  Taught me how to cook and iron.

I was my granddaddy's lap baby.  If my granddaddy was around I never knew what it was to sit in a chair. I was twenty-eight years old still rushing home to sit in my granddaddy's lap.  To sit at his feet and absorb his wise counsel.

I have decades of wonderful loving memories of my grandfather that no one can take away.  His wise proverbs and examples of righteous living refresh me every day.  I can not let his living be in vain.  Frankly I am appalled by my "relatives" that refuse to help me defeat the demon that MURDERED him.  I pray for you.  I pray that GOD will lead you to the light and out of the darkness you cower in.

She can't hurt you.  She is powerless.  I understand the mortal fear she instilled in us.  I got up one day, at the ripe old age of fifty-eight and finally stood up to her.  My voice was trembling, but I finally found the courage to confront her.  Of course she cussed me out, cursed me, reviled and rebuked me.  Surprisingly it no longer hurt me.

GOD saved me!  His amazing Grace saved me!  GOD sanctified me, told me to fear no man.  He told me not to fear my hideous demonic mother that scrambled our brains and reduced us to tears on her flimsy whims.  GOD snatched her cloak off.  I saw a ravenous blood thirsty monster ruled by envy and jealousy.  A fake preacher that believed she discovered the magic formula for living a double life.  A woman dedicated enough to memorize the sermons and prayers of others but not committed enough to GOD's WORD to practice it.

"We are saved by Grace!" When you pray ask GOD to touch your heart with a finger of love.  Ask Him to come into your heart to stay.  Ask Him for ears that hear.  Step out on faith.  Re-read and study the book of Acts.  GOD gave you Power, "Wonder working Power".  You don't have to live miserable,imprisoned by shame and degradation.

Get up!  Trample your enemies under your feet.  They fear GOD!  That is why they are so cruel and emasculating.  They are cowards, terrified of their sins.  They should be.  Any monster that would take advantage of an innocent child is not fit to live.  "Suffer the little children to come unto me and forbid them not the kingdom of heaven."

"In all thy getting, get understanding."  And don't you ever harm a child!  If you did, repent!  Don't waste your time running to "root workers" and soothsayers.  Don't waste the few days you have left on this earth hollering "Liar!", "No sense-ED!", "black jealous C***!"

Get on your knees and repent.  Repent of your many many sins and carnal acts.  Ask GOD to forgive you for always plotting and planning to deceive.  Ask GOD to forgive you for taking lives.  Tell GOD you are sorry.  Tell your victims that you are sorry.

We are saved by Grace.  Stay in His WORD children.  Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)