I Will Not Be Silenced!

"...Go ye, and tell that fox, behold, I cast out devils, and do cures today and tomorrow, and the third day I shall be perfected." Luke 13:32

Sunday, November 4, 2012

"He that hath ears let him hear."

PTL!
Dear LORD!
Thank you for delivering me from that awful demonic woman!

Many may wonder and ask why I took it so long?  I am sure it is the same reason millions of slaves remained in bondage from 1619 to 1865.    I was born shackled, manacled from birth.  No, not physically, but mentally, psychologically, emotionally tethered.  Strung up, gaged, hog tied.  Her property, her dirty dish rag.  A useless burden that she could use or toy with as she pleased.

There would be no help or sympathy for us.  Who would or could believe that any human being calling herself a "mother" could be so evil, devastatingly cruel?  Certainly too brilliant and manipulative to ever be detected.  A true sociopath living among us, with us, controlling our every thought and deed.  The b**** truly controlled our very dreams. We were her prisoners, hostages, trophies to be trotted out whenever she needed evidence of her pretend "humanity".  Coyly delivering kind words and compliments that she never meant.  Quoting scripture that she holds no stock in, claiming to love a GOD that she truly hates.

Knowing full well that she is truly revolting, repugnant and repulsive she sought refuge in subterfuge, mixing GOD's Holy scripture with voodoo and witchcraft. Playing the role of a loving "mother" while totally void of a single maternal instinct.  It is all a game to Martha.  "Pretend to be something you ain't.  Play dress up and fool the hell out of these dummies.  They will never know.  I'm too good.  I'm too brilliant.  These dummies serve a god that permits them to suffer.  I serve satan and I've been winning for eighty-seven years! He-he-he-he-hehehehehehehe!"    Play the part and play it well.  Go to church EVERY Sunday.  Play the holy sanctified saved "Christian" to the hilt.   (These dummies will never know.)

Martha has truly lived a double life.  A preacher and Sunday school teacher for over fifty years.  A sick demonic voodoo priestess her whole long life.  Wearing a phony mask while committing sins I can not mention on this blog.  Her very victims remain clueless and confused to this very day.  Torn between loving a "mother" they never had and accepting GOD's Truth.

The truth about Martha is too hard to accept, more excruciatingly painful than her many sick acts.  What was it that finally gave me the courage to stand up to her?  To tell the world about her? GOD!  I prayed and GOD answered my prayer.

It was also the pain.  I just couldn't take it any longer.  I knew, I always knew, I just could not accept it.  It was too terrifying.  I am sure the mortifying paralyzing fear she skillfully instilled in me kept me as her silent witness.  One day I realized that I was a co-conspirator.  My silence unwittingly helped her to continue successfully wounding, decimating and destroying.

I looked at my brilliant medical doctor brother, broken and destroyed and I cried.  I have another brilliant brother.  He is one of the greatest musicians that has ever lived.  She deliberated destroyed him and continues to laugh.  The Bible tells us that to love such a woman is a curse.  She is living proof that GOD's WORD is true.

Did I ever believe her humiliating insults delivered daily, served with a diet of grits and grease when she felt like starving us?  Was I really too black to be loved or appreciated in any way?  Did her white skin really make her superior and exempt from living a godly life?  Did I have to turn a blind eye to all the sick carnal acts I witnessed in silence?

Did I subconsciously believe her voodoo, black magic was truly as powerful as she claimed?  I know now that I am not the only child born tethered to a demon.  We live in a very cruel demonic world. satan's time is up!  Glory to GOD!  GOD is exposing her and millions with her.

You will not win Martha.  You can not win.  Of all the terrible things you did  MURDERING  your own father was the straw that broke this camel's back.  You deliberately rocked my world and laughed in my face.

You never loved Jerome Walters, but I did.  You used him the same way you used us.  Yes, you sexually abused me.  I know for a fact you sexually abused my brother.  You feed us to your men.  Tied us, gaged and beat us, assaulted and bludgeoned us and had the nerve to haul us to church EVERY Sunday.

What was your point?  Were you trying to make us believe that GOD was easily fooled, powerless to the likes of you?  Yes my five brothers seem to remain your hapless victims, your dutiful slaves.  But I firmly believe that GOD will touch their hearts with a finger of love.  One day all five will finally wake up and accept GOD's truth.  You will continue to rot in the hell that you truly deserve.

Praise the LORD! "He that hath ears, let him hear."  Stay in His WORD children.  Remember:"Apart from Christ you are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)

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