Woke up this morning ...

the same way I went to bed, praising and thanking the LORD.  I'm blessed and I know it.   Some question and don't understand.  "How can you claim to be blessed saddled with the burden of a loathsome demonic 'mother'?"

Praise the LORD! I have an answer for you.  As horrible, horrendous and as low as she is, she fully intended to be worse.  Her demonic goals were far worse than anything you can ever imagine.  GOD saved me!  He gave me eyes to see and ears to hear.  I can discern and think for myself.  From the first awareness of myself as a human being I knew that GOD was holding my hand and leading me through.

"Yea though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death...thou art with me."  GOD has never left me alone.  When she was successful in her treachery, it was something GOD did not want for me at that time.

I trust in the LORD.  I will not hate her.  She wants me to hate her because she hates me.  She knows her hatred is wrong, is sick and demonic.  Yes, she knows full well that she is a demon.  It is her preference, it is her choice.

No, she never expected to lose.  She foolishly always believed that she was winning.  Our tears and screams of anguish always gave her joy.  She is a pervert in a perverted world, struggling, fighting, trying to get away from GOD while pretending to get close to GOD. Or  is she like too many people, "faking it till she makes it"? trying to get to GOD the wrong way?  Trying to get to GOD on her own terms?

Most of us are lost in this miserable world.  Attending church every Sunday on our way straight to hell!  Praising GOD, singing, shouting and full of the "Holy Ghost" .  Sitting in pews hating people for the color of their skin.  Seriously believing "race" matters.  Believing every demonic word satan offers.  "What's done on the ship stays on the ship"  "What's done in Vegas stays in Vegas". " Black people are inferior, white people are superior."

Racially divided pointing fingers at each other, harboring secret hatred and judgment against your fellow man.  You know better.  There is only one race, the Human race! You know that it is character and not color.  You insist on being ignorant imps, measuring and judging people by the color of their skin and texture of their hair.

 Our world is like a bloody car wreck, it's hard to look at, but we will strain our necks and slow our cars to a crawl to see.  We just  have to see. Most of us will not stop or lend a hand.  A few will call 911.  Most will just continue to rush to work.  All too glad that it didn't happen to us.  Some will be glad, ticked to death to view someone else's misery.

My "mother" is a demonic monster, has been one for eighty-seven years as near as I can figure.  Very few care to know.  They don't have time to be bothered.  Too busy congratulating themselves for their perfect lives and their perfect families.  Some are truly jealous.  They hate everyone with more talent and better looks.  Of course no one wants the image or knowledge of such a "person" in their mind.  GOD wants you to know that she is not the only one.  There are far too many "people" like her on this earth.

Why? Most people do nothing and say nothing.  Black people, and all people of color suffered miserably in this country until the late sixties.  Until the Civil Rights movement.  Why? Very few people in this huge beautiful country were courageous enough to say anything, to do anything in mass.  You can let child abusers and pedophiles run rampant in this country but, I WON'T!  I'll tell on the S***! I don't care what she calls herself or pretends to be.

No, you don't want the image of such a being in your brain. But, you need to know for your protection.  You don't want to follow in her footsteps.  You need to know where envy, lying, hating and "root working" will lead you.  GOD wants you to know.  He wants you to know how these creatures have infiltrated the "Church", deceived the simple with their fair words.

You better study the Bible for yourself.  No, don't wait for her to repent or confess. No, don't hold your breath.  I have known her for 61 years and she has never been wrong about anything.  Catch her in something and tell her and she will crucify you!

Martha is not going to be wrong!  Martha is going to do what ever she pleases for her carnal pleasure.  You are not going to say anything.  She really believes that her color and hair entitle her.  She really believes that her lies are perfect and that she is covered because she "preaches".   The poor woman misleads herself with her faulty thinking
 " Do all the wrong you care to do.  Commit every carnal sin you can.  Do some dynamic preaching, save some souls and you can trade your demonic deeds. God is impressed!  Those 'dinny dimwits' in the church are impressed.  You get to play holy.  The world will honor you.  People will envy you.  You will get to strut around in your fine robes and five thousand dollar gold cross.  The congregation will burn with envy.  Your pastor will fear you because you will always back up your position with conjure.  Your church will honor you.  No one will ever have the nerve or courage to say anything to you.  No one is ever going to believe that little black worthless bastard of a backstabbing daughter that you wish you  flushed down the toilet like you started to in the first place. Like you did the other four you bragged about killing."

Change, come to repentance, is it ever going to happen?  Her pattern and habit of lying and denying was set early.  Her feet were always swift to run to mischief. Will she stop?  Will she ever give her life to Christ? Anything is possible with GOD.

What is my point?  Never be ashamed of the Gospel of Jesus Christ.  If she led you into sin, into captivity, come out.  "Come out from among them."  She is wrong and an abomination unto the LORD.  She knows it and she knows that she can be SAVED! "Even in the last hour you can come into the kingdom."

Stretch out your hand Martha.  Touch the hem of His garment.  You can be made whole!  Did you preach to fool people?  Or was it something that you really always wanted?  Do you love the LORD?  Are you ashamed of your sin?   Are you sorry that you let your foolish pride lead you astray?  Are you sorry that you let your carnal lust turn you into a monster?  Do you know how many lives you could save if you finally came clean?  Do you know the absolute joy you will feel when you break the shackles of your abominable sin?

You are not the only person with a closet full of skeletons.  We are human.  GOD forgives us.  He loves us.  He paid the ultimate price for us.  Christ gave His life that we might be made whole.  GOD is with you and He will protect you.  Shun and reject all evil. Shun all liars and deceivers.  Pray for the unrighteous, the unsaved.  Be made whole today!

Do know that GOD has a Purpose and a Plan.  He will take the pain and agony and give you absolute Joy! To GOD be the Glory!

Stay in His WORD children.  Remember;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."

May GOD's  Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you,  cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster, (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)