"Prop me up on every leaning side"

"...prop me up on eva' leanin' side LAWD!" That was a prayer I heard often.  Those old "country folk" didn't have college degrees, never studied in a school of divinity but they knew something about GOD and salvation.

If you are human, born of a woman, you have some leaning sides.  You have some imperfections.  Recognize them.  Pray for GOD to intervene in your life.

Life lesson #1: quit pretending that your mother is a saint, the virgin Mary, loves you more than she does herself.  True, yours may be.  But in actuality birthing a baby transforms very few women.  She is what she is.

As a society we gang up on the man for abandoning his manly duty.  We scorn the man that walks away from the woman he impregnated.  We chastise the man that beats his wife or girlfriend.  We never want to admit the fact that some of these women drive men away.  Some of these women are horrible whores that get pregnant deliberately.  Scheming females exist.

Life lesson #2: Live right.  Don't fornicate.  Don't impregnate a woman that you would not marry.  Flee fornication. "If you can not flee, then marry."  If you want a woman with high moral standards you must have high moral standards.

Life lesson #3: Examine your scars.  Know your frailties.  Do not deny that you bear the afflictions of a cruel monster.  Don't pretend that you are now suddenly "normal", that you can handle it. You can't handle it!  You can't stand it.  Take some medication.  Seek professional help.

Life lesson #4: Do forgive but never forget. "Know ye the Truth!"  No matter how horrible that truth is, face it.  Cry, mourn, then release.   Do not spend your time trying to turn a sows ear into a silk purse.  "She is what she is."

The first time I heard her say it I was five.  "Duh closer kin duh deeper in! he-he-he-he-he-he-he"  Case closed!  A total reprobate unfit to "mother".  The fact is she should have been arrested for her assaults and stabbings.  Immoral, no moral compass.  A "thing" too repugnant to know.

What did we do wrong as a family?  We tried to ignore her proclivities.  Some one thrust her into the church, made her the MC (Mistress of Ceremony) for everything.  That was a mistake.  She should have been shunned, cast out.   ("Shun the very presence of evil." Jesus)

Some one thought watching her carefully would work.  Others thought prayers would save her.  It turns out we had a plan and she had the master plan. A master plan that involved witchcraft and craftiness, deeds so demonic they can't be mentioned on this blog.   Don't you dare think that old reprobate serpent has changed because she is old.  It yet appears that she will go down in flames, loyal to satan, rotten to the core.

Life lesson #5: Listen to the voice of the LORD.  Pray for courage to face your demons.  Know that your enemies will be of your own household and you can't fix them.  Only Almighty GOD can fix them.

Stay in His WORD children.  Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)