I made an "A" in Philosophy ...

and Logic in college.  So I guess that qualifies me to trust my ability to think critically.  You have people running from me, shunning me, not responding to my IMs and text messages.  They will not pic up the phone when I call.  They refuse to call me back.  They don't speak.  They try to run over me the way you did.  They follow your lead.  You hate me, so they hate me.

Now, you know you should let them off of the hook before you expire.  You are the liar.  You are the commonest woman that ever lived.  You threw all of your filth and dirt on me.  Tried to be a preacher, tried to steal my anointing.  Murdered my poor old granddaddy for no reason at all.  I guess you killed him because he was one person you could never fool.

Tell your son ***** his father is William Butler.  Tell him that he was a tall brown skin man just like him.   You didn't have to cuss my brother out and spew all that filth on him because he asked who his father was.  You didn't have to mistreat him either.  You didn't have to brutally beat him when he was a baby because you brought and "outside child" into your marriage.

Don't worry, I'm not going to tell any more of your business, not today anyway.  Back to my ability to think logically and critically.  You claim that I am a betrayer, that I betrayed you.  Aren't you in fact the betrayer?  How many women, how many mothers would stoop low enough to do what you did to your six living children?  And not even care, never give less than a damn, to this very day.

That's sorry, low class, despicable.  You got the nerve to not want to speak to me, to curse my name.  You betrayed me! I didn't betray you.  You demand that I betray GOD to make you look good.  You demand that I go along with your lies and fantasy in order for you to pretend to love me and slobber all over me with your fake phony artificial love.

I got news for you.   Those people in your church know you are a fake phony artificial preacher.  They just like to talk about you, to laugh at you up there clowning in a pulpit.  You are entertainment,  fresh gossip.  Yes, Martha, people are just as phony as you are.  You will flatter a person up and run behind their back talking about them like a dog.   Yes, you are two-faced, talk out of both sides of your mouth and your butt.

Who can you trust?  GOD! It was GOD that revealed you to me.  No, not just now.  GOD let me know the truth about you when I was two.  He gave me these clairvoyant words at 62.

Well,  I decided I will leave this earth motherless , just like I came in it.  I will continue to mother myself.  Don't worry (like you would) GOD will heal me completely.

You never had to love me.  I never liked you anyway.  My granddaddy sure loved me.  You can never take that away from me.  You can't throw away or burn up any more manuscripts, either.

You were always screaming; "Come git yo'beatin!"   Come get yours.  Come down to the Throne of Grace and get down on your knees and apologize.  Apologize for living such a sick demented life.  You ain't crazy! Yea, crazy like a fox.  I see in 87 years you never got caught, never went to jail or prison.

That proves you have good sense.   You are just wicked, an abomination.  Thank you, people need to know what can happen to them when they play "Christian" while loving evil.

No, I am not going to give up my Crown for you.  Not going to lie or shut my mouth.  No, I don't want to see you either.  Unlike you, I really do wish you well.  I wish you really would repent, finally.

Well, I guess I will run on, see what the end is going to be.

Rachel,

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