What I've learned

I can say with authority I've learned a great deal while sojourning on this earth.  I am very intuitive, some say clairvoyant like my grandmother Rachel.  That would make sense, after all I am her name sake.  She was Rachel Isabel McPhail, her mother was Mae Rachel.  I am Rachel Gwendolyn and my daughter is Rachelle.

Ladies, don't stomach a fool.  Don't keep a worthless man because he is good looking.  Maintain high standards.  Don't waste your time with a man of low moral character.   No liars, no thieves, no drug dealers, no promiscuous men.  No fixer-uppers.

Same for men.  If you want a virtuous woman,you must be a virtuous man.

Don't waste your time with someone that secretly hates you.  Don't keep trying to prove that you are lovable, worthy of their love.  That hatred you feel is real.  It is not your imagination.  No, you are not too sensitive.  It is what it is.  You see the jealousy in her eyes.  You hear the absurdity of her arguments and never ending insults.  What kind of mother would tell her only daughter that she was too black to be voted most attractive by her high school class?  What kind of mother would manipulate her daughter into apologizing for taking an honor the mother felt was not due her?   Make her daughter agree that it was a fluke, that she was unfairly assigned more status than blond haired, blue-eyed *Lauren Smith.

No, children don't waste your time with someone that has always treated you abominably.  Do not believe her when she ascribes every ill known to man to you.  Look at her fruit!  Count up all the illicit lovers you know about in your head.  Use your fingers, use your toes, get out a pad and pencil.  Remember those things you can't put in this blog.

If a person is jealous of you, hates you with a passion and has never done anything but try to destroy you in every way possible, you better hurry up and recognize you can't fix this person.  You are an eye witness to her low depraved character.  That crack is in the crock.  That bell has been rung, it can't be "unrung".

She is what she is.  How did we fall deep into this trap of lying for her, cloaking for her, pretending that she is a fair benevolent queen?  Can you say "common whore"?  It hurts doesn't it?  You want to wish it away.  You want it to be a bad dream.  You don't want to remember that brutal bloody rape.  But, it comes back, sneaks into your dreams every night.  You wake up to yourself screaming; "Moootheeeeeeer  Whhhhhhhhhyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!?"

You know the answer, demon possession.  You know the Bible.  You know your master's thesis.  She got exactly what she deserved and we did too.  We hung around too long.  Tried too desperately to save a woman not worth saving.

Love GOD.  Put your trust in Him.  Secondly love yourself.  Have some respect and honor for yourself.  Don't you ever let anyone continue to walk on you, to abuse you, because you love them.  Love must be reciprocal .  If a person constantly declares her undying love while lying on you, setting you up, destroying your art and intellectual property, that's not love.  That is a set up from satan.  Your loser mother lost and wants nothing more than to see you lose also.

Not only does she want you to lose.  She wants you to suffer because she believes whole heartily that if you had not been born she would have enjoyed the grand life of her dreams.  All of you ruined her life.  True to form, she has never taken responsibility for anything she has ever done and she never will.

No matter what she says, you have a right to live your life in peace.  You have a right to speak GOD's Truth.  So she calls you disloyal?  Has there ever been a woman more treacherous? more common? more low down?

Will she ever get up out of that pit?  It doesn't matter.  You don't have to stay there with her.

Stay in His WORD children.  Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)

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