I'm so excited I don't know whether to run ,jump or do a back over flip. That granddaddy of mine sure was a smart man. No one in the family or in Wade, NC ever beat him in checkers. He would beat me so fast that I finally decided to play "Give Away". He beat me at losing faster than I could.
My grandfather taught me to read, interpret, to extrapolate the Bible, starting at age 8. He encouraged me to read and expound upon the Bible. I always have. No, I have not always lived right. Who has? Somebody is lying.
The fact that you are human living in this world you are going to make many mistakes. You are going to do some things that you will be ashamed to admit you did. GOD loves you any way. The worse thing you can be is unrepentant, a person without remorse. You hurt your victim more when you refuse to say you are sorry. That means you really meant all those cruel things you said. You really meant to ruin me! You really wanted me to suffer excruciating pain my whole life because I interrupted yours. Your failure to repent will mean that you are an 87 year old woman that never grew, that was extremely simple minded and let the devil continue to lead you astray when you finally knew better.
Where is your guilt? You have to admit that you are still not sure who my real father is! You had to narrow it down to two men. You blame the men for "fooling" you, for not living up to their masculine responsibility. You have culpability. You were 26, not 6!
Ladies if for some reason you end up with a child or children without a spouse to help you, don't blame the child. Don't take your anger and hatred out on the child. Don't look on that child in a lustful manner. If you do, do know that you are going to get "outed" one day. That child you abused is going to pick GOD over you. Yea, you might be narcissistic with an ego the size of the universe, you knew better. And you know better now. You are not that thick. I see you had sense enough to cleverly hide your true nature for over 80 years.
So, you are creeping closer and closer to your dirty little grave. We all are. Are you going out like a quarry slave? How much foolish pride do you have? You say one thing, your fruit says something else.
Well, if you truly want to stop hating, to stop hating me, you are going to have to give your life to Christ for real, sincerely, without deceit. "In whom we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of sins, according to the riches of His grace;" Ephesians 1:7
Wash in His blood Martha. Drench yourself in His Blood and know that your sins are forgiven thee.
Stay in His WORD children. Don't let the talking heads of this world destroy you. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy, and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Copyright August 16, 2013 All rights reserved
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment