At least I am not the dummy you claim I am. If nothing else I am smarter than you. Which speaks volumes because you are very smart, extremely intelligent. Unfortunately you let satan convince you to use your gifts for him.
Judas betrayed Jesus but it was a good thing, all a part of GOD's Divine Plan. You betrayed me. You betrayed your whole family. You betrayed your father and your Father in Heaven. But, I'm the dummy! "There is none so blind as he who refuses to see."
My sincerest desire is that millions will come to know the LORD Jesus Christ through my testimony. "Know ye the Truth and the Truth will set you Free!" Who knew? Who knew that a person could actually be controlled, possessed by a demon!? I never would have believed it either, had I not lived it.
Martha, cruel should not be your middle name. It should be your first name. My LORD the World needs to know the depths of depravity satan can lead you to. You, like Judas drew close to GOD. Like Judas you didn't care about Christ Jesus or your fellow man. You did it for you, to elevate you. Also like Judas, GOD used your greed and demonic spirit for Him, for the uplifting of His Kingdom.
Judas chose Jesus because he recognized His divinity, His Power. Please don't ever forget that Jesus chose Judas! Jesus knew that Judas would one day betray Him. Jesus had to fulfill the Book. GOD chose you Martha to be my mother. GOD knew that you would mistreat me, torture me. GOD knew that you would murder your own father and never admit it, never say you were sorry. GOD knew that you would never love anyone, not even yourself. GOD knew that you would live the most evil despicable life ever lived.
Yes, you are brilliant, clairvoyant, as was your mother. But, you are common and cruel. There is no act too common for you to do. You are consumed with hatred and jealousy but you will never admit your culpability. Nothing has ever been your fault.
Do you think it was the rape? For some reason I tie all of your problems to that tragic day. I think you were rejected by the "good girls", the "good families". For some reason you bent toward wickedness, loved it, enjoyed it because you were (are) a savage, loud, boisterous, violent, intimidating bully!
I "count it all joy!" GOD lifted me out of that pit. Took my blinders off and I caught you red handed in deceit. GOD told me to tell you that the devil's most cunning schemes can not defeat Him! Pretending to love GOD while working for the devil is not new. You are not that original. You are used however. You let satan deceive and rob you. It was your choice. You chose wrong and you don't have sense enough to let go of satan's hand.
I had to say that because you always accused us of being "no sensed-ED!" It always worked. You could always trick us into doing your bidding by announcing to the world how dumb we were.
GOD gave me this scripture to help me understand you: "Yea, mine own familiar friend in whom I trusted, which did eat of my bread, hath lifted up his heel against me," (Psalm 41:9) My own mother was also my mortal enemy! Tried to destroy me on the sly! Tried to trick her husband into raping me, ruining me! Did you do that Martha because you were raped at 8? You all raped me at 8! Why were you coming back again?
I hope you can finally see how your vicious low life saved me. All I can say is "Praise the LORD!" Yes I am going to tell. I am going to proclaim the goodness of the LORD! I will always marvel at the way GOD lifted me up out of that awful pit I shared with you.
No you don't ever have to repent but you will be known. I am going to make t-shirts, pass out business cards and tell the whole world how I was betrayed by my own mother. No, you are going to live. GOD is not going to let you miss the retribution you deserve.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
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