I'm walking on water!

Praise the LORD! Thank You Jesus!  Hallelujah to the highest!  I am still winning.  Yes, I am walking on water.  Meaning, I am walking in Victory!  My GOD is a Good GOD.  He promised to never leave me, to never abandon me and He never has.

My precious LORD reached down and snatched me out of an awful pit.  Now sit down, listen carefully.  Shut up! Get the whole story before you judge.  GOD sent me to save you!  To deliver you from bondage.  Praise His Holy Name!  Don't you dare dismiss me as some religious kook.  I have been where you are.  The "evil one" tried to rob me, plotted against me for 62 years.  What the "evil one" meant for bad GOD transformed into good.

Whoa! Wait a minute! Let me break this down for you, make it simple enough for you to understand.  Remember GOD revealed to us in His WORD that some would become "lovers of themselves, lascivious, back biters, law breakers".  We know this.  But we don't acknowledge this.  We are deaf! We are blind!  The "evil one" is robbing us blind, stealing our very lives, sucking the very marrow out of our bones and we are standing around like a bunch of fools worshipping at her feet, telling her how beautiful she is, how brilliant she is.  She insults us, humiliates and degrades us.  We stand strong, silent and stoic, demanding more of the same just so we can prove to our "mother" that we love her and will remain loyal no matter what.

We remain "strong", silent and stoic because we are traumatized, terrorized, living but not "living", frozen solid in disbelief, screaming ;"Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!" when each and every boundary was broken.

Listen, you must hear what I wrote in my "Private Notes" today:

"The b**** was rooting me the whole time! There I was bending, bowing and scraping, dancing to her jig, her music.  Sending her my money falsely believing I was paying homage.  "She is not going to "root" me.  She is not going to put that evil "stank eye" on me.  I skin and grin.  I go along with everything she says and does.  I am safe."  Wrong!  Nothing could every save me from Martha's jealousy, her insane envy.  The poor woman could not save herself from her self.  She knew she was losing.  She knew she was wrong.  She knew she was a sadist pervert.  But, why change when your stupid family looks the other way?  A demonic spirit can infiltrate a family and live there invisible and unrecognized for 87 years if that family is controlled by fear.  If that family is ashamed of the truth.

   It was all a trick, a mirage.  "Mother" never existed.  Always lured in by the plaintive sobs of our dear saintly "Mother" to be clubbed in the head and savagely robbed by that demon she let rule her.

Crawling away narrowly escaping total defeat at "their" hands I cry and plead Why?  The demon dressed in my "Mother's" skin laughs uproariously; "You duh fool...I didn't make you do nuttin'!"

It has been two months and I am still floating in and out of consciousness.  Sometimes I am euphoric.  But, I must admit there are still times I find  solace in tears of sadness and gloom.  I must say I feel great today!  I am walking on water.  That means I am doing the impossible. I am doing what people told me could never be done.  Think about it.  I was once just another little black embryo that narrowly escaped being flushed by the demon possessed flesh I was conceived in.

Martha, I want you to know every time you laughed and bragged about those five babies you flushed down the toilet, I hurt for my little brothers and sisters.  I often thought they were really more fortunate than we were.  Yes, I did blame myself for intruding into your life.  I did isolate myself.  We did live in the library, I read every work of fiction, all the biographies, *Sam read everything on math and science.  At the time we didn't realize we were seeking some safe escape from you two demented buzzards.

At any rate through the miracle of Almighty GOD and through His mercies, *Sam became a medical doctor and I a teacher.  Then here you come, the "evil one" dressed to the nines in the skin of Mathy Jane our beloved "Mother".

"Get thee behind me satan!" You been busted! I can see you clearly.  Martha's body is laying over there in a cold grave in Spring Lake! Why?  Why didn't you want to be buried next to your father?  Your brother, your mother, all those Walters, Pap, Grandmuh, Uncle Dan, Uncle Tom?  What's up?  Or should I say, what went down?"

Stay in His WORD children.  Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)

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