"On the wings of a dove ...

He sent His pure sweet love." ( I hope those are the words. ) I am singing them anyway.  I break out and do a Holy Ghost dance about three or four times a day.  Sometimes I just melt down into a heap crying and praising GOD.

Out of all the people on this earth that GOD could have delivered, loved and protected, He chose me!  We are all saved by Grace.  But, we have to want it.  We have to be brave enough to claim it .  Most of all we have to be patient enough to wait on it, to know it is coming.

I am starting to claim my freedom.  I am finally getting over the heartbreak she caused me.  I don't have to hope and pray anymore.  She is never going to love me, never going to apologize.  I am glad she finally settled that question.

"Don't piss on my grave when I'm DEAD!!!"; she screamed.  Those are the last words I heard from my mother.  That makes sense.  My mother was never Beaver Clever's mother.  She never sweetly sang; "Good morning children, time to get up."

The point is, no matter how I got up, I got up, went to school, studied hard and made something out of myself.  No, I didn't know that my own mother was a psycho imp straight from the bowels of hell.  I have reduced her to imp because "demon" would be a step up.  She would have had money if she had been a demon.  She would have picked on people other than her loving immediate family if she had been a demon.

She was a coward!  A sniveling low crawling piece of vermin!  Picking on children!  Innocent little children and the elderly.  My Lord! My Lord! "Some vessels for honor and some for dis-honor."

I do appreciate you.  What if I had had a "normal" life?  Would I love GOD the way I do?  Would I trust Him with the unshakable faith I have?  Without you I never would have had granddaddy.  I am going to tell you something that I should have told you while you were living.  Having Jerome Walters as my grandfather, my mentor, my savior, my cheerleader, my champion was well worth the misery you caused me.

Children, I just have one warning for you.  Say away from witchcraft, the occult, horoscopes, tarot cards.  Stay away from all that "crap".  It is for, satan.  It is evil.  You will rue the day.

Stay in His WORD.  Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)

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