For some reason ...

Martha pretended to believe in the power of secrecy, anonymity .  [Do all of the worse sickening acts that cross your mind. Your feet are swift to run to mischief.]   Just do it! Warning! Once GOD releases you over to a reprobate mind there is nothing too low for you to do.  The word despicable will always be linked to your name.

Have you ever seen a cowardly dog?  Some poor cur that crouches down on all fours, with his tall tucked between his legs.  After sever abuse the dog does this instinctively.   It is as if the poor animal is promising unfeigned allegiance while their haunting eyes break every decent person's heart.

That was us, five males and one female under the subjugation of the notorious bisexual pedophile , Madam Watson! A woman on the forefront of freakdom , sincerely believed she found the secret to doing any and everything she pleased, while deceiving the entire world.

I don't care who you are, where you are or how much you refuse to know.  Any man or woman that would savagely rape small children, strip them naked, beat them savagely, then foolishly believe sitting in the church house every Sunday squared them with GOD is an abomination.

It is "hilarious" if it didn't happen to you.  It was Martha's arrogance, false sense of entitlement that made her resent me.  It was her insane jealousy that fueled her cruelty.  I do thank GOD everyday that she was so two-faced, so double minded.  What would I have done without the phony fake "saved and sanctified" Martha?

I will never forget sitting in my first grade class choking on a crusty dry peanut butter sandwich.  Martha slapped the sandwich together that morning and threw it in a rusty, nasty Superman lunch box.  Why? She always wanted me  to know that she hated my black guts with a passion.  She wanted me to feel  her not so secret hatred and resentment.  The cowardly brute wanted me to  know but she didn't want me to defend myself, to think back, to act, and GOD forbid tell!

When I reflect back I am sure Martha was the most notorious whore that ever came out of Wade Station, North Carolina.  Mad! Angry! that no decent man wanted to marry her, Martha seethed, she pouted and she plotted revenge.

It was out of spite, pure ignorance, the spoiled little yellow whore  deliberately starved me, starved us for love and affection.  "You black muthaf****** will MOTHER your muthaf***** selves! I hate ALL you black bastard muthaf*****!"

Forced to mother myself, forced to develop excellent self discipline, forced to fend for myself since infancy, I planned my life very carefully.  Before Martha knew it I was graduating from college with honors and my virginity!  Martha went berserk! Ached with envy and jealousy.  So of course she plotted.  Resorted to her old standby, "root working"

That is stupid! The height of absolute depraved ignorance.  You did everything in your power to destroy me clandestinely and had the nerve to rage, madder than a wet hornet when I proved to be successful.

No, children, Martha was never that stupid.  Martha chose to be wicked!  She did in fact live the life she loved, was just too weak and cowardly to claim it.  My LORD! My LORD!

Stay in His WORD children.  Pray for GOD to reveal His Truth to you.  Pray to be set free. Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)

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