You haven't heard from me ...

for a while because I have been working.  I came out of retirement to teach again.  No, it wasn't that I missed teaching that much.  I'm broke.  My pension  is not enough for this economy.  And COLA (Cost of Living Adjustment) is a joke.  That magic formula that The Teacher Retirement system uses to calculate COLA is designed in such a unique manipulative manner I never qualified.  Well, I did finally qualify once.   But surprise, surprise, the premiums for my medical and dental insurance went up significantly.

You guessed it.  I was sinking low fast.  The "middle class" is shrinking.  The rich are getting richer, the poor are getting poorer, and nobody cares.

I just want to brag, to testify.  I was living well, enjoying my retirement.  Sharing my home with my "retired" brilliant medical doctor brother.  Somebody put a bee in his bonnet and he left me high and dry and returned to the bosom of his demonic mother.

I thought we lived well together.  Neither one of us had to work.  We gardened, created art, pursued our gifts, and just chilled.  When he left of course I found myself economically destitute. (Too many bills at the end of my money.)

But, GOD promised me that He would never leave me.  My grandfather taught me that the righteous are NEVER forsaken.  GOD will put a ram in the bushes. MY DAUGHTER covered me.  My beautiful brilliant daughter did not let me suffer a broke day. Praise the LORD!

Tell me ... why was I still certified four years after retirement? Tell me how was I able to get hired by the first school system I applied to?  How did I end up teaching my dream subject, Advanced Placement United States history?  It is prestigious, it is a college level course.  Tell me, how did I end up with a Principal that does not micro manage? a supportive discipline team that doesn't coddle or pamper miscreants?

I am here to remind you, to testify, that GOD will do just what He said.  Fortunately or unfortunately I didn't come from a supportive family.  I have a mother that is extremely wicked and won't be saved.  I will not be intimidated, frightened, terrorized, or silent any more.

I will recognize GOD's Gospel truth.  I will no longer deny something I've known, felt, and refused to accept for far too long.  She is one of the worse sadistic sociopaths that has ever lived on this planet earth.  She does have a Jezebel spirit.  She has always demanded to be in control.  Not like some parents that demand to control in order to steer their children in the right direction.   She wants to control in other to steer you into captivity, in order to steal your joy. She lives to see you suffer. She demands to see you suffer.  She "coos" and cons, uses her best fake "mother" voice to make sure you do the absolute wrong thing.  Then she laughs.  Broadcasts your bad news to everyone she can.  She delights in your downfall because she failed.  You will suffer, you must suffer because she is suffering.  You must be ashamed because she is ashamed. She lives to torture because she is a sadist. If her manipulative "viperous" cunning doesn't work fast enough to suit her she turns to her demonic witchcraft.

I will not have anything to do with her.  I do pray for her.  I no longer hate her.  I am warning any and everyone that cares to listen.  She is afflicted with an obsessive selfishness.  She is all for self.  She does think she is the grand dame and deserves a pass from GOD's WORD, His laws and precepts because she is "yalla" and she sounds good and fools many when she is "preaching". She is cruel and common, incestuous and perverted.  She is a closet lesbian, a "bulldagger".  I think they call them "studs" today.  She has always wanted to be a man.  She is very manly and masculine, down to her deep baritone voice.

I have been accused of being very masculine.  Perhaps I am.  She was my hero, my model for behavior.  I also grew up with five brothers.  My grandmother was dead.  I see now I never had a great "feminine" influence.  I do not hold my mother's sexual preference against her.  After all she was savagely raped as a small child.

I hold her stealth "demonism" against her.  I hold her cunning, jealousy and murderous character against her.  I am repulsed and reviled.  Any human being that could mistreat, lay hands on and mistreat my saintly grandfather and continue to lie about it, should not be counted as human.  Any human being that attempts to defy GOD's WORD by putting on a robe and acquiring a license to preach just so she can laugh and continue to destroy should not be counted worthy of token respect.

I find her to be despicable!  I am ashamed of her but I am not ashamed of the Gospel of Jesus Christ.  Jesus told us; "KNOW YE THE TRUTH AND THE TRUTH WILL SET YOU FREE!'  I have been set free.

I am no longer suffering and confused.  Any man, any woman that will put their nasty carnal demonic hands on a little child needs our prayers.  They need to be put away.  They need to be found out, pointed out and put out of their misery.  Martha has known of her sick demonic nature for over 86 years.  To my knowledge she has never tried to get any help.  She has enjoyed her reign of torture and debauchery.  She has been laughing at all of us for her entire life.  She demands to be honored, feared, kept a secret.

I'm proud to tell on her.  I'm glad, eternally grateful that GOD opened my eyes, lifted the veil and exposed that sick serpent to me.  Thank you Jesus!

I am not the only person on this earth attached to a sick succubus.  I pray that GOD will strengthen your heart, give you courage.  I pray that Almighty GOD will free you from your demons.

Have faith, trust GOD.  If you live righteously, love the LORD, He will save you. He will keep a ram in the bushes, make a way out of no way.  You don't have to fear and cower from any sick, foul, common demon.  Any woman can call herself a mother.   That doesn't make her a mother.  Some women are neglectful and absent from their children's lives.  They don't nurture or help their children in any way. They don't help, but they don't deliberately harm.   But when you get a woman willing  to do the unthinkable the unconscionable,  to commit acts so vile, repugnant and putrid I will no longer repeat them.  When that person is foolish enough to think her hooping and hollering in Simon Temple A.M.E.Zion church saves her.  When no one cares enough to pray for her, to speak the truth to her. When a woman is so terrifying that her sons still fear her at 86 years old, somebody is standing in the need of prayer.

I will tell you what my grandfather always said, he was a brilliant orator, a word crafter.  He spoke eloquently, precisely and concisely;  "Come by here LORD, somebody needs you."

Go by 519 Rock Canyon Road LORD.  Martha needs you.  Martha is suffering.  She has suffered her whole life.  Her self-hatred made her hate others, hurt others.  She is the worse thing that could have every happened to her brilliant beautiful children.  Find her LORD, hold her hand.  Tell her that she is forgiven.  Tell her that you forgive her of her foolishness, her stubbornness. Tell her that you forgive her of her perversion and  awful cruelty.  Let her know that you forgive her of her long misspent life.  Let her know that you are not fooled, that you have never been fooled.  Tell her that you forgive her for MURDERING her own father.  Tell her that you forgive her for deliberately destroying her entire family, for refusing to be honest, for refusing your Truth.

Dear LORD thank you for my great faith.  Thank you for walking with me, taking with me, leading and guiding me every step of the way.  Praise the LORD.  Trust GOD.  Put your hand in the hand of the hand of the man that stilled the waters.

Stay in His WORD children.  Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)