Pride!

"Pride goeth before a fall."  What is "pride"?  Thinking too much of yourself.  Pure selfishness.  The inability to love or care for anyone else.  Pride is rage.  Tyrannical anger with anyone that refuses to bow down to you.  Hating anyone that can see your flaws and has the courage to tell you.  Despising people intelligent enough to see through your gross mind boggling ignorance.

"What's done in duh past is in duh past!...I can't do nuttin' to change it!...fo'git it!"

Yes there is something you can do.  You can say you are sorry.  You can repent.  You can quit lying and back peddling.  You can quit blaming others for your miserable life.

You can give your life to Christ for real.  You can apologize.  You can release your many victims from the hell you deliberately hold them hostage in.

You can quit being prisoner to your past.  You can quit lying and pretending that you didn't do all of the awful things you did.

Quit lying and denying.  Embrace GOD and His marvelous Truth.

I'm not going to hell for you.  I'm not going to lie for you.  I'm not going to dress up your miserable life and make excuses for you.  I will not accept blame for your weakness and lust.

There are two people on this earth you should have stirred clear of; Jerome Walters and Me if you wanted to live and die as a miserable reprobate.  Since you didn't,  the best you can do is pray and ask GOD to forgive you.  You know He will.   You know that there is nothing too hard for GOD.

You're not ashamed to come clean.  If you weren't ashamed to do it you certainly aren't ashamed to admit it.  You just have too much pride.  You still have too much hatred and jealousy in your heart.

I'm not wiping your slate clean.  I'm not putting it in the "sea of forgetfulness". If you want me to shut up, to quit talking.   You are going to have to repent.  You owe me an apology.