What a thrill!

What an absolute thrill, what a joy to serve a Living LORD that saw fit to save me, to protect ME, to reach down from Heaven and lift me out of the muck and the mire I was born into.

Old black churches used to have "testimony meeting".  What a joy it was to hear how GOD had blessed the faithful.  Perhaps those stories helped to create in me a clean heart, to never waiver in my faith.  I know they gave me the courage to testify.

I have a Testimony!  I have the Holy Ghost! It is like fire shut up in my bones.  I am so proud to serve a GOD that told us "even in the last hour you can come into the Kingdom".  At four years old he warned me of the life I would have to experience.  But, He promised to never leave or forsake me.  He never has and He never will.

Some people call it "unspeakable evil".  No such thing.  If you are big and bad enough to do it my GOD is big and bad enough to reveal you, to keep you around long enough to reap your shame.

Her plots were diabolical, pure"demonism" at its worse.  That demon in her made her target little children, the elderly and infirm.  That satan she secretly served made her destroy and ruin her whole family.  What did she want?  She wanted to be the best, the top dog, the HNIC (Head N***** In Charge).  She decided long ago if you knew her or loved her you would suffer.  Truly a vile sneaky slippery serpent, her greatest joy was to hurt you clandestinely, covertly.  I have no doubt that her greatest thrill came from hurting and destroying anonymously while playing devoted daughter, sister, mother, aunt and cousin.

Rest assured family there is no love in that heart.  I look back over my life and I thank GOD.  I am humbled by His goodness.  As much as she did her plan was to do a thousand times more.  I am sure she never planned on getting caught.  She truly believes that she is smarter than GOD and all people are her simpletons.  She does have a way with words.  I don't think any one is more manipulative and cunning.  No one is more violent and vindictive.  She is an abomination and I would advise you to shun her.

I am trilled and honored as I prepare to celebrate my Dear Saviour 's birth.  What an awesome GOD I serve!  A GOD that knows the hairs on my head and kept me from evil.  Kept me safe, lead and guided me and when I was ready revealed that "thing" to me.

He told me to love my enemies and I do.  Poor Martha savagely raped at eight.  Poor Martha damaged and twisted smashed a puppy.  Poor Martha for 87 years has been wrong.  She thinks she can hide her diabolical sins behind a clerical robe, a preacher's license and fair words.  A pure tyrant and bully she still thinks she can intimidate with her cache of guns.  Yes, she does have an M-16!

Woman you can't intimidate GOD!  You can't rob GOD's children of their blessings!  The best you can do at this point is to come out from under that rock, confess your sins, repent and live right.  Live right for once in your long life.  "KNOW YE THE TRUTH!"

You claim that you hate me for lying on you.  When did you ever love me? When did you ever love anyone? If you want to continue suffering in that pit writhing in sick sin, tormented by the real "Mathy Jane" you just go right ahead.  If you want to go to hell because you are too proud to admit your shameful deeds, you just go right ahead.

No matter what I am thrilled, over joyed, jubilant, on fire with the Holy Ghost.  I'm proud to tell the world how GOD saved me!  Delivered me from sin, snatched me from the most evil diabolical "mother" that ever lived. PTL!

Stay in His WORD children.  Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)